unfinished business

tree says i have changed.  she says i am not the man she knew long ago.  not the man she knew before nine eleven.  and then she carries me in reverse.  she carries me before nine eleven.  to when she says i was different.  when i was happier.  when i wasnt as pessimistic.  when i wasnt as doom and gloom.  she tells me i am negative about everything.  and then she retracts and says well not everything but thats the way it comes off.  she says youre just so negative.  youre no fun anymore.  she says i used to be fun.  she says now i scare the shit out of her.  she says my theory of everything scares her.  she says the deep freeze scares her.  she says well youre telling me were all going to freeze in like 24 hours.  thats scary.  thats doom and gloom.  thats the end of the world.  these are the things she tells me.

we are living in the beginnings of the police-state.  the grid is falling into place.  being positioned into place.  we are still in the trance.  there is still no golden age.  the bottom hasnt collided with us.  not yet.  but it will.  and then there will be the golden age.  the dawn of a new day.  then it will be morning in america once again.  but there will be no america.  the police-state will happen.  it will become.  it is becoming.  and if the pole shift or earth changes dont strike us soon we will ultimately succumb to the police-state.  inevitably.  there is no escape.  it will not begin as the police-states seen in the movies and books.  1984.  winston didnt wake up one morning and it was 1984.  there were years of conditioning and programming and oppression and hell that led up to 1984.  there was the complete and utter annihilation of laws and constitutions and truths.  everything was systematically gradually and incrementally destroyed and what remained was the police-state.  what remained was 1984.  big brother and the machine.  control power and fear.  this is the modern world.  the buildup to the police-state.  to big brother and the machine.  presently they are systematically killing liberty and freedom through the unprecedented use of fear.  everything is a fear trick disguised as safety security and it is all being perpetrated for the good of the people.  they needed to bailout the banks and gm and aig and fannie mae and freddie mac for the good of the people.  tricks.  they implant the fears.  their predictive programming.  their conditioning.  their fear porn.  they said they must extend unemployment benefits and mandate soetorocare for the good of the people.  they said they needed to fight wars in iraq and afghanistan for the good of the people.  tricks and fears.  gradual incremental and systematic.  and we are succumbing.  we have been succumbing for decades.  since the post world war two american dream own your own home trick.  since the american exceptionalism trick.  since the american global police force trick.  just another evil trick in a bottomless pit of tricks.  american exceptionalism.  another trick.  manmade global warming.  another grossly evil trick.  these are all tricks.  as is religion and education and the global war on terror.

i have to stop thinking about these things the way i think about them.  i have to do complete my 180.  no more tricks.  everything we need to change everything we must change is within ourselves.  within our consciences.  within our beings.  there is no denying we will fall prey to violent earth changes but the prepared will survive to see the golden age.  there is no denying we may fall prey to a police-state golbal government but the prepared the aware will survive to see the golden age.  this is all an inner struggle.  the truth is known.  now we must act accordingly and do what is important.  what is necessary.  prepare ourselves.  care for our families.  prepare our families.  teach ourselves new skills.  utilize new tools.  new choices.  new decisions.  new everything.  the system will implode naturally or by the hands of lucifer or by both one after the other or at the same time.

there is reason to be optimistic.  to be happy.  to know that whatever happens will have to happen for whatever reasons.  i tell tree i am optimistic.  i am happy.  i tell her i am not doom and gloom.  i am not wishing or hoping or fearing for the end of the world.  the end of times.  the end of humanity.  then end of everything.  the rise of the police-state.  i tell her i am reassured by the thought of the golden age.  the mayan calendars promise a golden age after every destructive period.  after every destructive transition from one world to the next.  their calendars have documented it for many millennia.  the elders calendars the secret hidden calendars chart the next million years.  highlighting every transition from one world into the next.  one destructive period into the next golden age.  i am optimistic.  i dont think about it as much as i used to.  that is what i tell her.  i tell her i try not to think about it.  i tell her it might not happen.  i tell her the police-state may never happen.  i tell her the earth changes may not come for another 100 years.  i tell her maybe the science is incomplete.  maybe the science is misinterpreted.  maybe the science is missing crucial pieces of the puzzle.  i tell her there is no need to worry.  then she tells me that what im talking about is scary.  she tells me it scares her.  that she would rather not think about it.  that she doesnt want to think about because she knows there is nothing she can do about it.  she says there is nothing she can do to stop the earth changes.  she says im doom and gloom.  shes right.  but i tell her i am aware.  i tell her i am ready.  i tell her there is no need to worry.  i am not waiting for it to happen.  i tell her it is waiting for me to happen.  and i am prepared.  and you will be prepared because you will be with me and the girls.  we will all be prepared.  that is what i tell her.

but my thoughts are too fragmented.  this thread is filled with incomplete thoughts.  killed ideas.  dead theories.  these are my thoughts.  cut off by the appearance of the next thought.  the succeeding thought.  these are my threads i tell her.  these are my threads when i am thinking about too many things.  too much stuff.  and sometimes she tells me this.  that my thoughts are fragments and incomplete.  sometimes she tells me everything.  i know that she is always right.  she is always well informed.  my thoughts are moving too fast.  too hastily.  there are too many thoughts to all be documented.  there is never enough time.  never enough space in the endless blog threads.  i tell her i am optimistic but that i still have some more stories to tell.  some more anecdotes.  some more science.  some more thoughts.  i tell her i am optimistic.  i tell her i want to stop thinking about barry soetoro.  i tell her i want to stop thinking about all the distractions.  to think about what is important.  what is real.  what is close to me.  close to home.  i tell her these thoughts are optimistic.  i tell her i am optimistic about her and the girls.  i tell her i am optimistic about the people i love.  the people i trust.  the people i understand.  the people i will take with me to the end of the world.

i tell her this is everything in a nutshell.  we are extraterrestrials.  we are reptilians.  in the womb the embryo first it appears aquatic with gills and then it appears reptilian with a tail.  this is all of us i tell her.  one single cell containing a sperm and an egg.  and then it undergoes a unique transformation.  a hasty replication of cells.  dividing and multiplying faster than any other mammal of equal size.  and within 4 weeks we appear aquatic.  and then reptilian.  and then mammalian.  we are hybrids.  there is no longer a need to deny the truth.  there is nothing wrong with the truth.  there is no proof-positive direct evolutionary link between chimpanzees and neanderthals and and other early proto-humans to modern humans.  to modern reptilian hybrids.  it is so clear that everything is a trick.  the writing is all over the walls.  literally on the walls of temples monuments obelisks pyramids cities dwellings everywhere throughout the lay lines that run around the circumference of the earth.  the lines bewtween 19.5 degrees northern lattitude and 19.5 degrees southern lattitude from africa to india to china to south america.  our ancestors have been visiting earth for countless millennia.  it was always an excellent and thriving outpost in the solar system.  and they probably inhabited mars millions of years ago.  and they warred with other space races and they destroyed the martian atmosphere and they quickly shifted civilization to earth.  and they modified themselves to adhere and adapt to the greater gravitational forces found on earth.  and they left their relics and the face on mars and the pyramids on mars.  and after millions of years of violent sandstorms due to the annihilation of their protective atmosphere the only remains found today on mars are tremendous edifices they constructed during the time their civilization prospered.  the face and pyramids.  so they left it all behind and occupied earth.  and they continued repeating their events again and again throughout millions of years.  build destroy rebuild.  nuclear annihilation between races.  5,000-year cataclysmic cycles.  13000-year earth changing cycles.   there are large amounts of radioactive isotopes discovered all throughout the four hemispheres.  discovered in the soil.  in the sand.  in the earth.  elements that no force or forces upon earth could create without intelligent intervention.  without fukushimas or hiroshimas and nagasakis.  in the sahara and india and the great lakes and so on. 

but they have always possessed their stargate technology.  their ability to instantaneously travel from one point to another point.  they used the stargate to abandon mars.  they used the stargate every time they nearly destroyed themselves.  every time they fell prey to the 13000-year cycle and earths devastating wobble upon entry into the plane of the supermassive black hole at the center of the galaxy.  the stargate was essential to their survival.  and they used their advanced nuclear powers to combat threats from other races and the ultimate result was always a nuclear winter.  and then they would disappear on the dark side of the moon or at one of the lagrange points and after all the dust settled they would return and do it all over again.  there was a major earth changing cataclysm 13000 years ago.  it was the end of atlantis.  it was a result of natural processes.  of black holes magnetism and climate changes.  some of our ancestors joined the rapture.  they were teleported into the airships.  but the deluge nearly destroyed all of the reptilian-human hybrids.  all of the expendable.  all of the diseased and useless.  the changes nearly destroyed all of our ancestors.  but some escaped the natural violence and survived to see the golden age.  the dawn of a new day.  and then society was destroyed again.  then it was the biblical deluge.  the end of everything and noahs ark.  it was 6000 years ago.  and that was the end of the last age and the beginning of the age of pisces.  the beginning of the old testament.  and the same story is retold at the dawn of every golden age.  and this is what it is.  we are all reptilians.  we are all hybrids.  and our creators have been watching everything for millennia.  they have been watching us since forever.  and they know what is happening.  they know about the cabal of 30000 luciferians destroying humanity.  they know about the cabal.  about how they are using earth changes and staged flase flag terrorist attacks to institute and implement their plans.  their police-state.  their martial law.

i tell her the luciferians have been striking in full force since the 16th century.  since sir francis bacon formed the foundation for what is now known as the new world order.  and they have been lying to us for centuries every since.  they have tricked us with lies and falsehoods and manipulations of the texts and stories of our ancestors.  of the truths of our ancestors.  they have tricked us into believing the prophets were simply prophets.  not visitations from our ancestors.  visitations intended to warn us about the consequences of our actions.  the luciferian cabal does not want the rest of us to know about the visitations.  this is why they discredit the crop circles and ufo accounts.  the abductions and implants.  the cabal created the myth of manmade global warming after they were able to remote view beyond 2012.  it was the 1970s.  and they remotely viewed the golden age.  the golden race.  the spiritual race of reptilian humans scheduled to prosper after the battle for earth.  the battle between good and evil.  in their remote viewing they witnessed their own demise.  they watched themselves be destroyed by the destroyers.  and they decided they were never going to allow that to happen.

they knew the third secret of fatima was the revelation of the mayan calendar.  not the end of times.  not the armageddon of biblical proportion.  not the god-driven annihilation of earth.  they knew the third secret was the mayan calendar end date of the age of pisces.  they knew it was the mayan calendar start date of the age of aqaurius.  the golden age of aquarius.  and once they perfected their remote viewing practices they traveled to 2012 and beyond.  they traveled into the golden age.  to the age of aquarius.  to where the cabal no longer existed.  to where they were killed and annihilated by the extraterrestrials.  by our ancestors.  our creators.  our reptilian gods.  and they traveled beyond 2013 and 2014. to where the raptured humans who were returned to earth after the earth changes formed socieites and governments and families and heirarchies and cities and temples and shrines and monuments to the gods.  to the saviors.  to the extraterrestrials.  to the creators.  and the raptured return to build pyramids and elaborate cities and stone structures and calendars.  and the gods the extraterrestrials assist in the efforts.  in the rebuilding and building of the next 5000-year cycle.  the golden age into the entropic transition to the next age.  the next world.  the next cataclysm as the ccyle indefinitely repeats itself.

this is all control.  everything is control.  this is why they informed barry soetoro in 1981.  this is why he spent a year in pakistan.  they were remote viewing in pakistan in deep underground military bases.  and they informed barry of his destiny when he was barely 21 or 22 years old.  the records are sealed.  there is no information.  he has provided nothing.  barry is simply another reptilian pawn of the luciferian new world order.  the cabal is trapped on earth.  they do not possess the stargate technology.  they cannot go to the moon because the creators will destroy their existence.  the creators never divulged the secrets.  they are lost and hidden in three places on earth. in the halls of records.  the stargate is the lost arc of the covenant.  it is the holy grail.  it is the maltese falcon.  it exists but it cannot be found.  the cabal is trapped in their own prisons.  that is why they created networks of underground bunkers across all continents.  especially in antarctica.  and china and the united states.  this is where they will flee to when the earth changes become too powerful and entropic.  when entropy peaks.  this is where they will flee to before they can resurface and institute the police-state if they are lucky.  they are behind in their gridwork.  they need more time.  they do not want to have to combat the extraterrestrials while they have to orchestrate the global police-state.  they know the earth changes will reduce human population to below 500000000 and that is their ultimate goal.  a police-state of several hundred million humans.  serfs.  slaves in the police-state.  but they know the outcome.  the remote viewing revealed the fate of the cabal.  and now they want to rewrite the future.  but our creators have destroyed their missile silos.  they have jammed their missile technologies.  they have diffused nuclear weapons as they are in flight.  they will not allow the cabal to kill us all.  they warned humanity in 1917 at fatima.  but the freemasons and the vatican elder preists withheld all truths.  they warned us of worldwide influenza and the nuclear age.  of hiroshima and nagasaki.  and now in 2012 they do not wish to reveal themselves.  not just yet.  not until the need is beyond necessary.  not until desperation is the prevailing force upon earth.  and then maybe then they will reveal their identities and they will fight the cabal.  and they will destroy the 30000.  and the earth changes will envelope the earth.  and the result will be a cataclysmic nuclear winter.  a freezing earth of deadly ice and 500-mile-per-hour winds.  a freezing earth missing the solar wind.  and when the changes become to fierce to withstand they will elevate us beyond the atmosphere and into the golden age.  into the golden race.  the spiritual race.  the age of aquarius.  they will ascend us into their ships during the rapture.  during the rapture our early ancestors described in their prophecies.  in their stories.  the rapture the high preists of the worlds religions manipulated again and again.  the rapture the high preists used to generate fear of christ.  fear of the end of times.  fear of god.  everything is a trick.

this is what the movies are all about.  this is the purpose of prometheus and battleship.  this is the purpose behind all the end of the world programming and conditioning.  our ancestors are revealing subtle hints.  small hints here and there.  they have infiltrated hollywood for decades.  they have infiltrated literary circles and entertainment circles.  they have given us the crop circles and benign abductions.  they have given us television programming designed to prepare us for what is coming.  the conditioning is heavy and pervasive.  it is everywhere.  it is in everything we see and do.  everything we hear.  and then there is the cabal.  effortlessly and constantly distracting us from their true identities.  they are continually cloaking themselves.  their histories.  their knowledge of the unknown.  the cabal are the illuminati.  the cabal are the freemasons.  the cabal are the occultists.  they claim to be religious and god-fearing yet they despise god.  they claim to be worshippers of jesus yet they worship the devil.  lucifer.  they are the illuminati but they have tricked us into believing 2pac and biggie smalls and beyonce and jay-z and lady gaga are elements of the illuminati.  practitioners of the occult.  they have systematically discredited the illuminati by suggesting the illuminati is a group of rich entertainers.  but inevtiably they are the evil illuminati.  and they have easily tricked the teenagers into believing 2pac was a member of the illuminati.  into believing 2pac was part of the evil cabal.  they have tricked the teenagers into believing the illuminati is desirable.  into believing the illuminati is the elite group where all the dead heroes praticed their secret occult rituals.  these are tricks.  there is only one illuminati.  and they have been destroying us since sir francis bacon penned the works of the great william shakespeare.  the infamous volume of works were his criticisms of the modern age.  of blind faith corruption and false beliefs.  his criticisms of the establishment.  they were his criticisms of the conditioned fear of science.  of empiricism.  bacon wanted to rewrite the history of everything.  to tell the true story of humanity.  but he too was scared.  he too was conditioned with fear porn.  he too was afraid he would be killed.  and he knew the realities of death.  of nothingness.  he too knew god was dead.  that god was a trick of the ruling classes spanning millennia.  a trick of the oligarchs and controllers to maintain their power and grasp upon the masses.  bacon used the pen name shake-speare before he allegedly faked his own death on easter sunday 1626.  he was compelled to publish his voluminous writings.  he had already secretly funded the writings of the knights of the helmet and the rosicrucians and freemasons and speak-shakers.  bacon wanted to expose everything but he always went one step further.  he said he was going to worship the light source.  the illuminated.  the light.  the devil.  lucifer.  he knew lucifer was once an angel.  an angel that according to myth was banished from heaven.  banished by god for not believing.  bacon knew lucifer was simple an element of fear porn generated by the omnipotent and nihilistic god.  bacon knew god was already dead.  always dead.  bacon knew there was no omnipotent all-knowing unconditionally loving god.  the same god who ordered the great flood upon the atlanteans.  the same god who struck upon sodom and gomorrah and other ancient cities and peoples of god.  the same god who fired fiery snakes upon the israelites.  the same god who delivered one of his angels into an assyrian army camp killing 185000 people.  the same god who sent two female bears to the prophet elisha killing dozens.  the same god who delivered a plague upons the midianites killing 24000.  the same god who inflicted the philistines with tumors on their penises and vaginas.  the same god who opened up the earth for moses consuming people homes and their possessions.  the same god who waged the emblematic egyptian plague known as passover.  the same god who passed through egypt killing all firstborn children except those of the israelites.  the same god who instructed the israelites to mark their doorways with a sign of blood.  the same god who allegedly created man in his own image.  the same god of genesis.  the beginning of the new golden age.  the new world.  bacon knew galileo was correct and the religious establishment was lying.  conditioning humanity with fear.  with fear of everything.  so he created what eventually transformed into the illuminati and modern freemasonry and the new world order cabal.  he espoused ideals and arguments identical to the rosicrucians.  he wrote the new atlantis.  he was a rosicrucian imperator.  eventually he elevated to the ascended master.  eventually st. germain.  he was writing the science fiction of his day.  the utopian novel of his day.

shakespeares date of birth is unknown.  his baptismal record survives.  he was baptised in 1564.  bacon was born in 1561.  shakespeare died in 1616.  bacon in 1626.  bacon ascended to the status of saint germain in 1684.  he was 123 years old.  he may have even faked his own death.  it was easter sunday 1626.  he may have fled southeast through europe with the help and aid of rosicrucians and freemasons all along his travels.  the records and accounts exist.  the vatican cloak is the blackest of blacks.  bacon wanted a new world order.  bacon wanted the fusion of science and religion.  of spirituality and reason.  of superstition and observation.  he wanted a scientific ministry under control of the state.  he wanted public funding of science and the scientific methods he created.  but nothing ever changed.  it was hardly the 17th century.  he was thinking in the minds of stephen hawking and his contemporaries.  he was beyond newton and kepler and einstein.  he was beyond his time.  but he was only the beginning of the new revolution.  he had no ipad.  no geosynchronous satellites.  no nuclear weapons.  he had no barry soetoro and the end of everything.

bacon was the father of the scientific revolution.  he was the creator of the realization of empiricism.  he is credited with having established the scientific method.  he knew god was dead way before god himself.  he died from pneumonia.  he was conducting a scientific study.  his hallmark trademark.  he was studying the preservation of meat.  he was seeing into the future.  he was remote viewing.  he was ingenious.  he contracted pneumonia while studying the effects of freezing meat.

they continually discover the remains of giant proto-humans all over the earth.  giant human ancestors.  giant proto-human skulls.  we are living in collective denial.  jesus said everyone will betray everyone.  the ultimate betrayal.  jesus was an expert in betrayal.  the cabal is teaching and indoctrinating our children to betray everyone with the exception of authority.

a zombie is a reanimated or animated being.  there is always someone controlling the actions of a zombie.  the tomb of gilgamesh was found in iraq.  his father was a giant fallen angel.  the dead will eat the living.  the dead will outnumber the living.  one of the statues on easter island was excavated.  they believed the flesh of the grandmother rested in the teeth of her progeny.  they are creating zombies using the food we are eating.  modern science is being used to bring back to earth and humans plagues cannabalism and zombification.  they are systematically recreating the past.  they are destroying us.  there are three elements of our ultimate demise.  the police-state of the new world order.  the earth changes connected to the sun and the supermassive black hole.  and the unprecedented release of evil into collective human conscience.  this is the trifecta of our demise.  our downfall.  our ending.  our destruction. 

the chemtrails are real.  they are altering and transforming the atmosphere into the antedeluvian atmosphere.  they are recreating the atmosphere of the pre-noah days.  they are seeding the atmosphere.  they have convinced us to believe humans are bad.  transhumanism.  they have convinced us to hate ourselves.  to hate our neighbors.  to hate our wives and our children.  to trust only lucifer.  to trust the illuminated.  the banished cherub.  to trust the cabal.  to trust the killers.  they are manipulating human genes into plant life.  this is genetic armageddon.  they are manipulating human genes into animal stocks.  they are encoding the human genome with genetic variations through the plants and animals we are consuming.  the human genome is being tampered with.  there were multiple george bushs.  multiple barry soetoros.  they can create anything.  this is genetic modification and manipulation.  we are combining human and animal and plant dna.  the elitists consider humans as zombies.  we are what we eat.  we are becoming zombies through consumption of the foods we eat.  this is how we are being manipulated.  this is genetically modified organisms.  i am being told i am crazy.  there will be a super-plague release.  e coli is a beginning stages distraction.  and they will attempt to hang out in their super secret bunkers while the zombies cannabalize each other.  while we cannabalize each other.  food is a weapon.  they are killing us with the food we consume.  we are the zombies.  cannabalism will be the menu.  and then they will resurface from their depths and clean up the mess.  these are the plans.  the extraterrestrials have a different plan.  our creators will prevail.  i tell tree that that is optimism.  i tell her that is the truth.  that is real hope and change.

the cabal has thus far been kicked out of all the underground bases they created for themselves.  the ultimate deception is coming.  it is here.  humans started researching anti-gravity in the early half of the 20th century.  then they restricted all research and news reports and studies and findings by the late 1950s.  this is the ultimate deception.  their ultimate trick.  they conditioned us to believe the extraterrestrials have come to save us from destructions.  that the coming of the extraterrestrials is in fact the second coming of christ.  that they are here to help teach us to build the technology necessary to escape hell on earth.  but there always exists evil entities.  luciferians.  the entities they claim are benign and here to help us are actually holding a gun the head of the cabal.  they forced the new world order out of the bunkers and deep underground bases in order to occupy the bases and work alongside with the cabal.  to help the cabal in their efforts of total full spectrum domination control.  there exists evil greys and benign greys.  the evil greys are assisting the new world order cabal.  the benign greys are engaged in an effort to save parts of humanity.  that is the rapture.  the benign greys are fighting both the evil greys and the new world order cabal.  the evil greys are manipulating the cabal and fighting the benign greys.  these are the space wars.  the wars to gain control and domination of earth its resources and inhabitants.  this is the great deception.  the extraterrestrial alien decpetion.  another evil luciferian trick.  and the conditioning is killing us all.  the independence day and 2001 space odyssey and contact and et and war of the worlds and aliens and the abyss.  the mass psychosis hysteria and dissociation they are systematically programming into our conscious and subconscious hemispheres.  into our dreams and realities.

i ordered a drone strike over george clooneys residence in southern california the other night.  but i forgot barry was there and wasnt able to issue the order without the nuclear football he left with biden who was apologizing to barry across the telescreens.  apologizing to barry for announcing his stance on same-sex marriage before barry did so.  before barry said so.  that he said america needs to move forward and progress in its social ideals and take a giant leap and cease the argument against same-sex marriage.  distractions.  lies.  tricks.  tricks are for kids.  fucking wake up people.  wake the fuck up.  please.  everyone.  fucking wake up.  they are shutting us down.  they are conditioning us into dissociation.  they are programming us to keep our eyes closed tight.  to remain under the bed.  to never look at the killer.  to never make contact.  to dissociate completely.  ultimately.  absolutely.

it is not about social progress.  it is not about america moving forward.  distractions.  lies.  it is about equal protection under the law.  we are a nation of laws.  we are not a pack of wild animals living in cages.  then again maybe we are.  laws and rights supercede social progress.  social progress is a diversionary distraction they use to break down our free will.  to tell us how to think.  what to think.  and why to think what we are told to think.  and it is all a mess of exponential lies and manipulations.  illusions and tricks.  preconditioning and programming.  it is time for america to move forward.  to wake up.  to wake the fuck up.  that is what barry and his biden said to the telescreens.  since when is moving forward simply a matter of recognizing interpreting and applying the written words of the united states constitution?  since when is moving forward merely acknowledging that the constitution works.  that it has worked for a couple of centuries.  that it will continue to work as it was designed and intended by the only bigots and racists in their time.  the founding fathers.  the writers and thinkers.  the deists.  the revolutionaries.  and the cabal has convinced us the early fathers were nothing more than racists and bigots.  bigotry and racism is inherent to tribalism and narcissism.  egocentrism and nihilism.  our founding fathers were not lawbreakers.  it was customary throughout the entire world for all different races to own slaves.  to practice bigotry.  to kill the natives.  it still happens in china and indonesia and africa and elsewhere.  racism is reality.  and they have conditioned us to believe the founding fathers are antiquated.  to believe they were nothing but lawbreaking bigots and sexists and so on and on.  they are breaking our wills.  all of their exercises are concurrently breaking our wills.  breaking our consciences.  breaking our rationales.

there is no stopping anything.  the are programming us to be detached.  dissociative.  and they create the silly labels.  they create all the labels.  all the distractions.  the distractions result in dissociative identity disorder.  the sense of feeling utterly overwhelmed in light of the truth.  in light of information.  in light of experience.  in light of observation.  the sense of helplessness.  the feeling and realization that there exists no rational argument to counter the overwhelming onslaught of information.  the images.  the truth.  dissociation always results in sudden sleepiness.  tiredness.  helplessness.  the bodys natural course of action is to shut down.  to dissociate.  to withdraw from association.

so i ordered the drone strike upon the 40000-dollar plates at the clooney compound.  the strike upon the leftist progressive establishment caballers.  the compound full of useless distractions.  i wish osama were still alive and he was being given sanctuary at the clooney compound in southern california.  i wish osama were still alive and the intel showed he was at the clooney compound.  and that barry soetoro attended the dining gala and was laughing with his reptilian cabal of conformists and wealthy guilt-ridden narcissistic egomaniacs on the cusp of implosion.  i wish osama were there in the compound while barry received the immediate intel.  i wish osame were in the compound as barry ordered the drone strike before finishing his wine.  and as he was readying to deliver a contrived conditioning exercise regarding same-sex marriage i wish the drone swept the compound into nothingness.  into the ether.  into the end of everything.  these are tricks.  tricks in my mind.  mindtricks.  mindfucks.

then again maybe osama is still alive.  i am waiting for the deepsea diver to raise the 200000 dollars he said he needed to dive down and retrieve the body bag allegedly carrying the remains of osama bin laden.  to somehow perform the proper dna testing and reveal to the world whether or not the united states navy dumped just another arab off the side of the uss carl vinson.  this is so disgusting.  the carl vinson.  meritorious for its deployments in operations desert strike iraqi freedom southern watch enduring freedom.  lie lie lie lie.  trick trick trick trick.  thousands of dead soldiers.  millions of dead iraqis and afghanis and others.  endless wars with disgusting casualties.  on october 7 2001 the carl vinson reached the north arabian sea from the southern tip of india where it was located on nine eleven.  26 days later it launched the first airstrikes in the war on terror.  in operation enduring freedom.  26 days later.  ground zero was still smoldering.  the cleanup effort was still ongoing.  the workers were still inhaling all the particulates and glass and mercury and asbestos and concrete and so on.  they were still discovering small minute bone fragments.  dub-ya was president for less than 300 days.  it was less than one year after the election heist of 2000.  since the cabal were fighting among themselves for who should concede power.  who should surrender.  dub-ya convinced gore that his cronies would better handle the effects of nine eleven.  would shine brilliantly in the war on terror.  he convinced gore his team would once again carry the reigns in 8 years.  give me 8 years and then you can have it back.  there is tribalism among the caballers.

but then everything changed.  the war machine gained dub-ya reelection.  and then it was spiraling wildly downhill.  and then the wars seemed endless and the housing bubble burst and the economy depressed and nothing would ever be the same.  but the cabal had been preparing for 2008 since 1981 when they sent barry off to pakistan and the middle east.  on a trip to see the end of his life.  the trip to pakistan was his initiation into the cabal.  his mother possessed the necessary lineage associating her with eight of the former presidents and vice presidents.  the long line of kings connected to bj clinton and reagan and carter and ford and nixon and johnson and kennedy.  in pakistan they explained their methods of remote viewing.  and they told barry about his fate.  about his destiny.  about how he was going to be president.  about how they needed to condition him for the role.  prepare him for the role.  and that was when they informed him that he was a reptilian.  a shapeshifter.  that was when they informed him all humans were reptilian shapeshifters.  and that was when they convinced him he would be the manchurian candidate.  and they wanted barry because he was half-black.  because he was half-white.  they wanted barry because he was the perfect trick.  the flawless deception.  barry was their way of convincing us they were not racist religious zealots.  that they were in fact progressive.  that they were socially advanced.  that they didnt adhere to the stereotypes.

freemasonry was their trick to convince us they were religious and god-fearing and practicing christians.  barry soetoro was their trick to convince us they were socially progressive.  to convince us they were beyond racism.  to say look at us were not racist.  we support the rights of all people.  half-black.  half-white.  a deception.  just another trick.  manmade global warming is a trick.  a trick designed to control our actions.  designed to reduce the population.  to dismantle our free will.  to trick us with false theories and hypotheses.  there is no direct correlation or link between humans and global temperatures.  between humans and industries and ice caps melting.  the scientific explanations of 25 and 26000-year cycles through the galactic plane with severe earth changes every 13000 years or so have been empirically tested through examination of the antarctic ice cores.  the evidence is in the ice.  there are solar cycles and wobble cycles and magnetism cycles and microwave cycles and gravitational cycles and orbit variations.  there are cycles everywhere.  there are cycles yet to be discovered.  the mayans charted long calendars.  they observed cycles within cycles.  they followed the transit of venus and the passing of comets.  their calendar ending at the dawn of the golden age.  their calendar ended at the next cataclysmic earth change.  the next pole shift.  the next global warming through the galactic plane.  the next wobble shift in the earths rotation.  they didnt know the exact causes for the cycles but they knew about the cycles.  they were either visited by their creators who divulged the secrets of the cycles.  as a warning.  or they were given the secrets from a future time traveler.  or they simply observed various natural elements and derived numerous conclusions about atmospheric science and solar sunspot cycles and climatology and astronomy.

manmade global warming is a fear trick.  they are always telling us what we can and cannot do.  they know the earth changes are coming.  they believe it will be the end of 2012 or the beginning of 2013.  but they know it may be 2015 or 2017.  they know it is coming.  quickly approaching.  they know the results.  and they want to overwhelm us with fear.  they want us beneath the bed hiding from the killer.  beneath the bed with our eyes closed.  and then they want us to open our eyes and see the killers boots at the foot of the bed.  and they are aware that in all the slasher films this sequence always triggers a chain reaction involving a sudden involuntary scream kick or cry and the ultimate deadly fate of the girl under the bed.  if she had simply remained quiet and kept her eyes shut then she wouldnt have seen the boots and been ravaged by fear and she would have survived.  that is the conditioning.  if she had only kept her eyes shut or looked the other way.  this is how they are conditioning us.  this is how they are deconstructing our free will.  dismantling us from our conscience.  this is how they are drowning us with fear porn.  with the girl under the bed who should have kept her eyes closed tight.  please look the other way.  at these shiny distractions.  please turn and look away as we conduct our business.  as we do what we need to do.  this is conditioning.

barry is simply a half-black half-white puppet.  the cabal has puppets positioned all across the four hemispheres.  they have infiltrated every piece of the system.  the system of control.  of power.  of fear.  everything is conditioning.  barry supporting same-sex marriage is conditioning.  conditioning designed to break apart our free will.  to dismantle our intellect.  to cloak us all in wool.  barry didnt appear on the telescreens claiming he supports the constitution.  the rule of law.  no.  he appeared on the telescreens telling us his feelings.  his opinions.  this is how they gain votes.  this is how they manipulate the sheep.  if you conform to his opinion then you have been conditioned properly.  if you disagree with or contradict his opinion then you are not socially progressive.  in fact you are a racist sexist bigot filled with rage aggression and contempt for alternate lifestyles.  if you disagree with his opinion then you agree with the racist slaveholders.  the founding fathers.  the destroyers of everything progressive.  this is how theyve conditioned us.  this is a prison of our own making.  our own design.  our own prison on our own island surrounded by the vast oceans of space and time.

i agree with the rules of law.  same-sex marriage is constitutional under the premise of equal protection under the law.  laws cannot be biased or subjective.  then they cease to be laws and they become opinions or feelings.  bary should have appeared on the telescreens telling us he sides with the constitution not with the alternative lifestyle.  this is how they are breaking down our free will to think for ourselves.  to use rationale and reason.  these are the manipulative conditioning exercises designed to destroy our consciences.  designed to kill our choices.  i believe in the constitution.  i uphold the constitution.  i believe in equal protection under the law.  but i still have opinions.  i still have thoughts and ideas.  i still disagree with same-sex marriage but i believe it is necessary to uphold the constitution.  the right of the people to make lifestyle choices shall not be abridged or circumvented by the federal government.  but i still have choices.  i can choose not to accept same-sex marriage lifestyles.  i can choose not to teach my children tolerance.  i can still morally choose to accept or not accept same-sex marriage.  i can still teach my children that same-sex marriage is strange abnormal peculiar and antithetical to all natural processes.  there are reasons why 99 percent of humanity is not practicing same-sex marriages.  it is simple.  if marriage was the union between a man and a man or a woman and a woman there would be no population growth.  there would be no future generations.  there would be no evolution.  if only one percent of the population practiced opposite-sex marriage then several generations from now there would be no humans.  there would be no society.  there would be no civilization.  we have existed for millions of years on the simple basis of sex between men and women.  it has been the only way to procreate up until now.  it has been the only means to create future generations.  future societies.  future civilizations.  people engaged in same-sex marriages should not denied any rights or freedoms based upon their lifestyles.  and people engaged in opposite-sex marriages should not be denied their right to think for themselves and formulate their own opinions and beliefs regarding right and wrong.  i believe in equal protection under the law but i do not accept same-sex marriages.  i do not agree with barry and biden.  i do not agree with the opinions of the machine.  i do not believe same-sex marriage equates to social progression.  i do not believe same-sex marriage is naturally sustainable.  same-sex marriage is one of the foundations of population control.  of depopulation.  if 99 percent of our ancestors practiced same-sex marriage then there would be no barry and biden appearing on telescreens to condition us to accept their social opinions.  to conform to their ideas and understanding of social progression.  the only result of same-sex marriage is tolerance.  tolerance to alternate lifestyle choices.  the law states that polygamy is unlawful and unconstitutional.  polygamy is a lifestyle choice.  polygamy typically results in large families.  tens of children.  polygamy is antithetical to population control and the foundations of depopulation.  this is why they want all girls using birth control by the age of 13.  this is why they want children to practice oral sex.  this is why they want spouses to practice sodomy.  this is why partial-birth abortion is deemed constitutional.  this is why abortion is constitutional.  these are all depopulation efforts.  sterilization efforts.  this is why they generated the fear of aids and other sexually transmitted diseases.  this is why they created the psuedo-epidemics.  the false pandemics.  the lies and distortion.  everything is control.  social control.  telling us what to think.  and why to act. they used aids to tell us to practice safe-sex.  to curb the population growth.  to reduce family sizes.  to practice abstinence.  to use condoms and other birth control methods.  to engage in oral sex and anal sex.  to avoid marriage altogether.  to engage in same-sex marriage otherwise.  to abstain from polygamy.  to adjudicate bigamy.  this is how the system operates.  these are all social controls.  these are all tricks.  tricks of the controllers.  the caballers.

and if you decide you want to have children they will encourage you to work countless hours.  to utilize daycare and other institutions.  they have not stopped us from having children.  they are simply telling us to surrender our children to the controls of the state.  the officials.  the administrators.  the bureaucrats.  the machinations of the system.  they are simply telling us to be helicopter parents.  proxy parents.  to be parents when it is convenient to be parents.  for millennia they conditioned us through religious fear.  the fear of god and the unknown.  for millennia they conditioned us to be god-fearing religious drones.  but now god is dead.  they have told us god is dead.  no we are units.  subjects.  wards of the state.  now god is dead and there is a new fear.  there is new fear porn.  new state-instituted and implemented fear.  new fears of diseases and aids and wars and epidemics and terrorist attacks and global warming and the end of the world.  new end dates that will pass without world-ending cataclysms.

i can believe in the constitution and choose not to practice same-sex marriage.  i can choose not to accept or tolerate same-sex marriage.  i am not a racist or bigot or sexist.  i am not ignorant.  prescription drugs are legal.  deemed constitutional.  but i can choose not to administer them upon myself.  i can choose not to ingest legal narcotics.  i can choose not to tolerate legal narcotics.  i can choose not to adhere to the powerful pharmaceutical lobby.  the pharmaceutical machine.  everything is a choice.  laws and rights are divine.  they are intrinsic to civil order.  but laws and constitutions cannot tell us how to think.  laws do not equal opinions or feelings.  laws are absolute.  opinions are subjective.  laws are objective.  tolerance is a disease.  i accept the constitution.  and they have convinced us that constitutionalists are dissidents.  subversive seditionists.  they have conditioned us to equate the constitution with racist slaveowners.  to equate the constitution with social regression.  they have convinced us to disregard laws and the rules of laws.  to make decisions based solely upon opinions and feelings.  thoughts and emotions.  this is why barry said he supports same-sex marriage.  this is why he didnt say he supported the constitution.  this is why there was no mention of the constitution.  because they are conditioning us to believe constitutionalists are bigots.  racist religious bigots resisting what they deem is social progress.  they are telling us how to think and what to think.  they are programming us to be subservient to their system of social control.  they are destroying us from the inside out.  they are weakening our free will.  they are discrediting our conscience.  this is the new religion.

so tree tells me i am negative.  she tells me i am pessimistic.  she tells me i am doom and gloom.  i am just a thinker.  i have trillions of thoughts.  one thought for every cell in my body.  i talk about things no one wants to talk about.  i am killing the trance.  the conditioning.  the fear.  the programming.  i am resisting their system of total social control.  i am a dissident.  i am a seditionist.  i wish they dumped barrys body over the side of the uss carl vinson.  that would be cause for celebrations and parades.  for the mantra mission accomplished.  that would be the cake-walk.  that would be justice.  but the world doesnt work that way.  instead they kill the dissident and dispose of his remains before the world can question their actions.  they do everything behind closed doors in the presence of themselves.  and then they condition us with contrived stories.  with lies and fabrications.  i want to see the body.  they always show the body.  they always display the kill.  they show us charlie manson and sirhan sirhan and david berkowitz all the time.  on all the telescreens.  they always parade the dissidents.  they always display their kills.  as warnings.  to deter us from such behavior.  to instill us with fear.  but osama was different.  they killed in the early morning hours of the middle east and they whisked him away to their naval carrier.  and they set sail to an undisclosed location and said a prayer and dumped the body into the ocean.  weighted in a body bag.  and then they told us what they did and they apologized for disposing of the body so hastily.  and they lied and said they didnt want to instigate retaliatory attacks.  and they said everything they did was to uphold national security.  to uphold their lies manipulations and distortions.  and they distracted us with seal team 6.  with the deaths of american servicemen.  with a downed helicopter at the abbottabad compound outside of islamabad.  they distracted us with the deaths of american servicemen.  they distracted us with heroes as they disposed us of the kill.  and they said they followed the muslim customs of a proper burial at sea.  they said they did what they were supposed to do.  kill the most wanted man in the world and dump his body into the ocean without conducting the proper dna analysis and then withholding all the results from the 6000000000 sheep conditioned to submissively believe everything without questions or doubts.  where are the autopsy results?  where is the photographic evidence?  where is the picture of the deceased?  they showed us photographs of eric harris and dylan klebold.  dead in pools of their own blood.  dead in the library.  dead with their guns lying next to their lifeless bodies.  they always show us the body.  they always present the bodies.  they showed us jfks blown apart head.  they showed us his fleshy head wound.  his exposed brain tissue.  they showed us his body.  they always show the body.  the body is important.  the body is identification.  the body is the truth.  the body is the reason why we killed the man.  to destroy the body.  to end the life.  to capture the killer or killed.  but osama was different.  osama was different for fear of retaliation.  for fear of future attacks.  but the attacks continue.  the attacks never cease.  the plots continue.  a new underwear bomb.  another bomber.  a double agent of the cia.  another distraction.  the death of osama only leaves me with countless unanswered questions.  doubts.  i do not trust the cabal.  i do not trust their lies and deceptions.  i want to see the body.  the evidence.  i want to see the truth.  i am sick of belief.  i am sick of trusting the liars.  i am sick of being conditioned to never question authority.  especially in the name of terrorism.  in the name of fear.  in the name of tricks.

so they call the constitutionalists dissidents.  and they call the global warming skeptics primitive throwbacks.  religious zealots.  and they call the same-sex condemners socially regressive christians.  right-wing fanatics.  all the labels are tricks.  they are distracting us from the new world order.  lucifer and the illuminated light rules the day.  america is being pillaged and plundered.  nationalism is dangerous to the new world order.  revolution is the catharsis to bring about the new world order.  the department of homeland security is facilitating civil unrest.  they are provoking the revolution.  they want to initiate martial law.  everything is an exercise.  the 2012 nato summit in chicago is an exercise.  the g8 summit was scheduled for chicago just three days before the nato summit.  but then they hastily moved it to camp david.  away from civilian interaction.  away from the protestors and demonstrators.  in secret.  behind closed doors.  this is where they perfect all the decisions that affect our lives.  our pursuits of happiness.  adbusters the media organization that fueled the occupy wall street movement called for the occupation of chicago starting on may 1.  but then they hastily rerouted the summit to camp david.  the result will be the fusion of the occupy movement and the anti-globalization movement.  according to the ndaa these are the dissidents.  these are the seditionists.  these are the groups upon which they will unleash the drones.  the sonic guns and thought police.  these are the beginnings of internment camps and martial law.  these are the dissidents.  the terrorists.  the protestors.  the anti-government terrorists.

the only times they reveal their actions is when they make mistakes.  when they have to spin a story in order to lessen the impact.  in order to distract us from the truth.  everything they do conforms to zero population growth.  there are nearly 300 deep underground military bases in the united states.  they are ready for the takedown.  they are ready for martial law.  they are ready to confiscate all the guns.  to bring us all to our knees.  to succumb to the machine.

now we are training russian soldiers on american soil.  we are selling plots of land to the chinese.  the russians are conducting joint military exercises with the chinese.  the russians are at fort carson in colorado.  fort carson is the home of americas best.  they will be conducting tactical airborne operation drills and exercises.  the cabal says they are conducting these anti-terror drills in preparation for future terrorist attacks and terrorist take-downs.  they say terrorism is a worldwide threat.  a worldwide threat to security.  they say the drills and airborne missions will include parachuting operation planning reconnaissance assault operations and evacuations by helicopter.  they say these exercises will be useful for operation enduring freedom.  the drills will include reconnaissance of an imaginary terrorists camp and a raid.  then a helicopter will evacuate the soldiers.  the 20 russian soldiers will be utilizing united states special service weapons.

the cia and the nsa and other federal alphabet agencies have moved their central databases to the denver cia center and bluffdale utah.  they will fly to utah and parachute from their planes with the objectives of seizing the cia computer facility in denver and the nsa computer hub in utah before taking control of the main runways and terminals of the denver international airport.  the illuminati airport.  the airport of the new world order.  they will seize the airport for the evacuation of personnel and equipment from the computer bases under imminent threat from an unspecified enemy.  and of course it will all be overseen by the university of colorados drone army.  the drone army that has obtained over 100 certificates of authorization from the united states government to fly pilotless aircraft for unspecified reasons.  the faa finally released its first list of active drone sites throughout the united states.  they finally released the names of public and private entities who have filed for the certificates with the faa.  the list of course includes honeywell and raytheon and general atomics.  the united states customs and border protection agency.  darpa and other military branches.  georgia tech and cornell and the north little rock arkansas police department.  police department in seattle ogden and gadsden.  and of course there is no public debate.  there is no transparency.  we are expected to simply keep our eyes closed as we lay beneath the bed and the killer stands inside the room.  we are expected to simply succumb to national security.  we are denied all the information necessary to engage in an informed debate over the incorporation of drones into our everyday daily lives.

the planets are expanding.  the magnetic fields are overactive.  gamma radiation is polluting our minds.  the solar sunspots are larger than ever.  we are at the crest of the solar cycle.  the heat will become so great that it will burn trees across the globe.  this is what will happen before the pole shift and sudden freeze.  the coronal mass ejections are larger than earth.  they are aimed in our direction.  the blood red moon is coming.  the sun is expanding.  there are sinkholes appearing all across the planet.  the planet is stretching as it is expanding.  the increase in the number of earthquakes.  earthquakes on unknown fault lines.  since 1992 two new bandwidths of ultraviolet light have been emanated from the sun.  they are being absorbed by plankton and microorganisms in the sea.  they are causing temperature increases.  the sun is driving our weather patterns.  the solar wind strikes the earths magnetic field and bends around the earth and instigates the northern lights.  it creates a high pressure wave on the sun-side of the planet.  now it is striking on the opposite side of the planet.  the magnetic field is flip-flopping.  the poles are shifting.  they are moving.  they are being controlled by the sun.  the sun controls all of these processes.  the sun affects everything.  the inner planets and outer planets are all heating up.  this is the quickening.

so tree tells me i am too negative.  she says i am never happy.  she says nothing makes me happy.  this is about a stove range.  a gas range.  this is about an insignificant gas range.  a material object.  an inanimate object.  a lifeless object causing stress in my relationships.  destroying my relationships.  causing aggravation and grief.  anger and frustration.  the stove broke.  the stove died.  enter my father-in-law.  the man with no hobbies other than mowing the lawn and planting flowers.  the man with no hobbies other than minding other peoples business.  enter my father-in-law and a dead stove.  telling us where to go to buy a new stove.  telling us how much to spend.  telling us what type of stove to purchase.  enter my father-in-law a week later.  and he asks why we havent purchased a new stove.  and he asks us what are you waiting for?  then enter my father-in-law two weeks later.  and the stove again.  still no new stove?  enter my father-in-law and he says he can loan us the money.  enter my father-in-law into my business.  offering us money.  offering us a loan.  a loan to be paid back.  enter my father-in-law meddling in our business.  telling us he will loan us the money.  but we never asked for the money.  we never asked for the loan.  we never ask for anything.  enter my father-in-law minding everyone elses business except his own business.  i asked tree why she told him about the stove in the first place.  you know how he is.  he is bored.  he needs to govern the lives of his grown children.  he needs to offer loans and mind our business.  you know that is his standard operating procedure.  you know he cant mind his own business.  you know he is annoying.  you know when he opens his mouth i become annoyed and frustrated.  you know you become upset.  you know you were crying the day he offered you the loan.  you know you were upset.

and then we are outside.  enter my father-in-law and boredom.  enter my father-in-law and a new door mat.  enter my father-in-law and he tells me were going to get you a new mat so you can get rid of that old decrepit one.  again why are you telling me this?  why are you minding my business?  dont tell me youre going to buy us a new doormat.  just buy the doormat and give it to us.  dont say we need to get rid of the old decrepit one.  it is none of your business.  sorry it doesnt conform to your standards.  no one is asking for your help.  no one appreciates a self-absorbed hero.  no one wants you to save the day.  do we have to pay you back?  are you going to loan us the doormat and require payment?  why do you tell us you are going to do something?  just do it because you want to do it and everything else will fall into place.  i am distracted by the loan offer.  the loan for the stove.  we never asked for money.  we never said anything.  the stove appeared in a conversation and we divulged that the oven was broken.  that the cooktop worked but the oven was broken.  and then a week passed and it was again the topic of conversation.  this time my father-in-law provoked the conversation.  so you get a new stove?  you going to go see patricia?  she will probably get you a good deal.  if you need the money for the stove we can loan it to you.  just as long as you pay it back.  thats all.  but i dont want your money.  i dont want a loan.  if i want to buy a stove i will buy a stove.  i will charge it on my american express.  why are you so concerned about a stove that is not yours?  why cant you simply mind your business?  we dont want a loan.  we dont want your money.  if you seriously want to buy us a stove then just buy us a stove.  it can be an anniversary gift.  but i do not want to say these things.  i do not want to engage in these conversations.  i do not want to see tree upset and angry and frustrated.  i do not want to have to yell at my father-in-law.  i do not want to explode or have an outburst.  i do not want your money.  i want you to mind your business.

but i am filled with unfinished business.  hitler died in indonesia.  he was safe in indonesia.  the leader of indonesia despised the west and europe.  he admired the nazis.  he was sympathetic to the nazis.  first hitler spent time in argentina before being whisked off to indonesia.  hitler feared for his life in argentina.  he feared he would be killed by fellow nazis.  he did not feel safe and protected in argentina.  he shaved off his hair and his mustache.  he adorned himself with glasses.  his continued presence in argentina was a danger to both himself and the nazi cause in argentina.  he left in 1954 and landed with his wife in indonesia.  this is what i am filled with.  this is the unfinished business of my deepest depths.  my subconscious depths. 

tree says i am doom and gloom.  i tell her i have some unfinished business.  i tell her i have to talk about how chase bank lost two billion dollars in risky investments.  about how three high ranking officials will be cleaning out their plush offices.  about how the answer to the megabanks fuck up is added regulation.  added legislation.  added bills and statues.  added everything.  the volcker rule.  preventing banks from making too risky investments.  but they trick us not to look at the killer in the bedroom.  to look at his boots.  to make eye contact.  they condition us to believe the answer to corporate greed is added regulation.  they repeal effective legislation.  they repeal effective acts.  they deregulate and then promise to fix the problem through added regulation.  more legislation.  more bureaucratic control.  greater and ever farther reaching centralized federal power and control.

tree says i will have a heart attack in 5 years.  she is pessimistic.  she is doom and gloom.  i tell i will stop talking about the end of the world.  i tell her i will stop being negative.  stop thinking about those things.  for a little while.  i tell her i am not scared about the end of the world.  i tell her it is not here yet.  i tell her she will be the first to know when the ending is beginning.  when the quickening has reached maximum entropy.  i tell her that is when i will be scared.  that is when i will be doom and gloom.  that is when i will be scared.  scared during those moments.  scared when there is no escape.  scared when the rapture is the only hope.  scared in those moments waiting for the conclusion.  waiting for the truth.  waiting to see if they are benign or malicious.  friendly or foe.  helpers or killers.

the ceo of yahoo disappeared from his plush office.  he was under fire for lying throughout his resume.  for lying about a somputer science degree he never received.  he never earned.  unfinished business i tell her.  the speaker of the house was never told about the plot involving the new and improved underwear bomb.  they say it was more top secret than the operation that killed osama.  unfinished business.  i tell her the 2012 london summer olympics will be just another operational exercise in research and development of the police-state.  i tell her the summer olympics will be a mini-police-state.  i tell her about how they are ready to make arrests for thought crimes.  i tell her they will unleash the sonic cannons.  the sonic guns.  the deafening decibel guns.  i tell her they will have tasers and cameras hidden everywhere.  cameras attached to signs.  cameras in trees.  cameras on buildings.  cameras everywhere.  cameras watching everything.  i tell her they will have scanners and genital grabs.  i tell her they will have their police-state throughout the exercise.  in the name of safety.  in the name of national security.

i tell her i still have unfinished business.  i tell her about how hitlers death is a myth.  about how hitler didnt ingest cyanide.  about how he didnt commit suicide in his berlin bunker on april 30 1945.  i told her about how hitler didnt put a gun to his head after ingesting cyanide in his bunker.  i told her about how they manipulated and fabricated the proof that hitler died in his bunker.  i told her aout how the russians were claiming that they were hiding hitler.  the ss fabricated the lies.  they said they heard the shot in the soundproof bunker and opened the door to discover hitlers body.  they created dozens of stories.  the soviets were hiding hitler.  the british were hiding hitler.  the ss officers said they burned the bodies.  they said it was their duty.  all the ss officers tell different stories about hitlers death.  his contrived suicide.  i want to tell her about how the ss officers who were closest to hitler when he died all tell various stories.  all change their stories.  they say they doused the bodies in gasoline and set them afire.  every story of the cremation of the bodies is different.  the ss officers would alter their stories and timelines depending on what questions were asked and who was asking the questions.  some stories suggest only two witnesses were at the cremation.  some stories suggest it was an elaborate funeral.  one account is peaceful and loving with eva braun gently leaning against her husband.  completely disregarding the convulsions that should have resulted from ingesting cyanide.  hitler they said had tremors in his hands.  some witnesses said he had parkinsons.

i tell her about how nearly 500000 american children have autism.  about how they say nearly one in 88 children are born with autism. i tell her about completely blacked out documents.  about documents they refuse to disclose.  i want to tell her about the drone strike in afghanistan that supposedly killed two men involved with the current underwear bomb.  i want to tell her about how they recently released the hitler files.  thousands of pages have been redacted.  blacked out and hidden.  others destroyed.  i want to tell her i have all this unfinished business.  all these distractions.  these tricks and lies.  i want to tell her about how hitler was part of the ratline out of berlin.  about the rat line of hitler henchmen who were shuffled around the globe.  about how they were processed through the soviet union and china and indonesia and south america and the united states.  i want to tell her about how there is tombstone in singapore marking the final resting place of adolf hitler.  i want to tell her about an indonesia woman possessed the diaries of a german doctor and his european wife on an island in the middle of nowhere east of java.  i want to tell her about how the diaries include the names of nazi officers who utilized the ratline.  about how the diaries were filled with the names of officers who were shuffled off to argentina and indonesia and the middle east at the end of the war.

i want to tell her about soviet spies and nazi preists.  i want to tell her about the ratlines the nazis used to escape berlin when they surrendered to the allies.  i want to tell her about the jewish and german communities in argentina.  throughout south america.  i want to tell her about operation paperclip and the draganovic ratline of croatian preists in the roman ratline.  i want to tell her about all the jewels and gold and money and other stolen items they shuffled out of croatia.  i want to tell her about how krunoslav draganovic was a croatian roman catholic preist.  about how he belonged to a fascist pro-nazi fraternal organization.  the ustase.  dervied from the verb to rise up.  i want to tell her about how the ratlines were thoroughly planned for during the war.  about how the ratlines were the nazis last chance to escape the allies and resurrect the third reich at a location or series of locations far away from berlin and the war.  i want to tell her about how everything was premeditated.  i want to tell her about how the soviets wanted the nazis.  about how the americans wanted the nazis.  about how everyone wanted the nazis.  i want to tell her about how the ratlines siphoned nazis all across the globe.  to reconstitute themselves.  to continue executing their plans for the perfect superhuman race. 

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tricks and deceptions. it is called the mass media indoctrination hypnosis.  they have been masking themselves for 300 years.  cloaking themselves for 300 years.  they have been denying christianity and god for 300 years.  they have been worshipping lucifer for three centuries.  it is all a series of well orchestrated and conditioned illusions.  we are all in a trance state of collective denial.  the cabal wants world war three.  the cabal needs earthly distractions from the extraterrestrial visitors.  from the spaceport on the dark side of the moon.  at the lagrange points.  and everywhere in between.  the cabal needs to distract us from the space wars.  from the comings and goings of the extraterrestrial creators.  these are my dreams now.  freemasons and the illuminati.  fraternal organizations and the bilderbergers.  the trilaterals and occult groups.

i call it dissociation.  detachment.  the sudden feeling of being overwhelmed by the information being presented.  to the point where an individual has nothing to fall back on.  no safe escape.  no rational argument to present.  designed to contradict the overwhelming nature of the information.  no one wants to hear these things.  no one wants to think about anything but themselves and their material possessions and their careers and their self-importance.

the cabal believes lucifer is the creator.  he was thrown out of gods pantheon because he was not a good angel.  because he was corrupt.  and now they hide behind the cloak of freemasonry.  sir francis bacon was allegedly queen eleizabeths illegitimate son.  he started the modern trend of luciferianism.  there are books upon books in the library of congress claiming francis bacon was in fact william shakespeare.  the real william shakespeare was illiterate.  he had no books in his house.  he was demanding more money and becoming pompous and they killed him.  and then he wrote and published two more posthumous plays.  and so francis bacon constructed an entire religion around lucifer.  bacon was ostracized.  he was ridiculed and condemned.  he hid himself in the cloak of william shakespeare.  he exposed the corrupt regimes and players orchestrating the strings of humanity.  of royalty and deception.  francis bacon worshipped a new creator.  lucifer.  he was an adherent to the teachings of the devil.  these are my dreams now.  this is my subconscious.

the cabal has been interacting with extraterrestrials for decades upon decades.  especially before the nuclear age.  the first atomic bombs changed everything.  our extraterrestrial ancestors have returned to save us from the cabal.  the cabal has been tricked into believing in a super race and the anglo-saxon christian prophecy of the rapture.  of the end of the world.  of armageddon.  the bad guys want us to close our eyes and not look at what is going on.  what they are doing.  the good guys want us to be prepared for their arrival.  to be prepared for life after the earth changes.  our creators essentially only want us to be more loving.  they want us to be more caring.  more understanding.  more accepting.

there is a connection between all the planets at 19.5 degrees from their equators.  it is pervasive throughout all eight planets.  it is where the most devastation and destruction is isolated and confined to.  there was once an extraterrestrial race inhabiting mars.  they were distant ancestors to us.  we are the reptilians.  the hybrids.  there is a 20-mile-high volcano on mars along 19.5 degrees.  they didnt inhabit mars anywhere near the supermassive volcano.  they carved a human face into a gigantic mountain.  they constructed pyramids that can be seen from space.  they destroyed themselves when they destroyed their atmosphere.  the asteroid belt was once a planet.  it was inhabited by more human ancestors.  it was destroyed in a battle.  destroyed in a battle between the extraterrestrial gods.  the inhabitants of mars were twice the size of modern humans.  and when they destroyed their atmosphere through war with another race they were relocated to earth where they were reduced in size in order to withstand greater gravitational forces.  where they were modified to be able to live millions of miles closer to the sun.  where the atmosphere was drastically different from mars.  there are good entities in the universe.  there are altruistic species determined to help save humans.  our ancient alien ancestors have returned to help us progress forward into the new age.  into the golden age.  into the golden race of happiness and truth.

this is the end...

american soldiers have been witnessing shutdowns of missile silos since the dawn of the nuclear age.  american soldiers have seen unidentifiable flying objects flying over missile silos since the dawn of the nuclear age.  the stargate technology is here.  it has been here for thousands of years.  since the first extraterrestrial visitations.  humans are simply creations and hybrids of previous humans and a race of extraterrestrials.  the new world order cabal.  the cold war was discontinued because all the missiles were destroyed.  all the silos invaded by extraterrestrials.  american soldiers have witnessed ufos stopping missiles in flight.  they were bringing a nuclear device to the moon on apollo 13.  that is why the extraterrestrials stopped the mission.  there is extraterrestrial activity all over the dark side of the moon.  spaceships coming and going.  docking and departing.

we are all in collective denail.  the extraterrestrial question has been covered destroyed and mocked since 1947 and earlier. the estraterrestrials look just like men.  just like humans.  they look just like us.  we are all reptilians.  the surface of the earth is believed to be uninhabitable by the year 2017.  it will be a repeat of atlantis.  it will be a major pole shift.  no.  the extraterrestrials are preventing us from firing nuclear missilies and weapons.  they know the machinations of war can alter the earths rotation,  they know the nuclear missiles and weapons are destructive.  the nuclear weapons were used once before.  oppenheimer knew it was.  he knew the details.  he read the scriptures.  he became death.  atlantis was an extraterrestrial colony.

there was once an extraterrestrial human race that inhabited antarctica and we call it atlantis.  it was a huge island surrounded by water.  and then the earth changed on the axis and the south pole became frozen and atlantis disappeared in less than a few minutes.  and there was was another civilization that inhabited siberia.  five colonies in siberia.  and they were constantly warring and competing with one another.  fighting for control of earth.  and they were destroyed by a sudden pole shift 13000 years ago.  a sudden shift and temperatures dropped nearly 100 degrees in mere minutes.  plato told us about the stories.  he relayed the dialogues.  he passed the torch.  plato was a reptilian.

america is the reincarnated atlantis.  the pole shift is supposed to be coming.  the hall of records are supposed to be hidden at three separate points on earth.  edgar cayce said so.  the source supplying edgar cayce with his information the good source purposely tricked cayce with a negative entity.  an evil entity that relayed false predictions.  it was a test.  a trick.  a crucible.  to see if cayce would pass.  and he did.  he always ended these predictions and foretellings with a phrase uttering the evil entitys real name.  much of what cayce predicted has yet to come.  a lot will never arrive in our lifetimes.  cayce was chosen by the extraterrestrial creators of all human reptilians.  of cayce and myself and everyone.  cayce was the reptilian chosen to filter all the records.  to filter all the predictions.  all the results.  all the forthcoming events of everything on earth.  cayce was the chose one.  he was not a prophet.  he was not jesus or the messiah.  he was not the second coming.  he was not the antichrist.  he was the medium the extraterrestrials used to convey the ultimate fate of humanity.  the ultimate fate of their own hybrid creations.

2012 is an abnormal year.  the long term wobble in the earths axis is changing from the age of pisces into the age of aquarius.  this is a shift point.  the end of this year.  it is referenced in the hindu scriptures and the mayan calendar.  the hindu calendar suggests 2014.  the hopis say it is happening now.  this is the beginning of the shift.  there is a 25 or 27000-year cycle afflicting earth.  there is a cycle of the earth.  and at the end of the cycle there are various earth changes and cataclysms.  and then there will be the dawn of a new day.  at the end of the cycle the illuminati is expecting and planning to have their new world order.  their police-state control of everything.  various cultures and civilizations from now to antiquity have been retelling the same stories.  the same events.  the same myths.

the entire solar system is going through a climate change.  this is the information nasa is withholding from us proles.  the solar flares are burning out satellites.  all of the planets are exhibiting much larger magnetic fields.  stronger magnetic fields.  the peak of the warming trend was in 1997 and 1998.  the earth has been cooling since then.  they say it is seasonal changes happening to the planet.  all of the planets are warming up at the same time.  the entire solar system is going through climate change at the same time.  the microwave energies of all the suns in the galaxy are increasing.  the zones of stars are moving away from the center of the galaxy.  the zones are microwaves.  actual waves  there has been a 500 percent increase in earthquake activity.  there has been a 400 percent increase in volcano activity.  humanity is part of the cause.  manmade global warming is part of the cause.

the illuminati plans on riding out the changes in their underground bases.  the extraterrestrials implanted cleverly coded prophecies into the psyche of humanity.  they have been telling us there is going to be a golden age after the end of the world.  a dawn of a new day.  a golden age after the telekinetic destroyer destroys the evil entities on earth.  defeats the illuminati.  the destroyers have returned to defeat the illuminati.  to stop the cabal from initiating world war three.  the new world order reptilian cabal is desperate for the earth changes.  desperate for the pole shift or floods or earthquakes or everything.  the extraterrestrials have been destroying their bases for years.  for decades.  they are hijacking the instrumentation  and machinations of the new world order cabal.  they will only reveal themselves when entropy increases beyond containment.  when desperation will require extreme measures.  extreme suspension of disbelief.  the extraterrestrials are here to save humanity but they do not know how to do so.  they know by disclosing their existence and revealing themselves it may force humanity into a bloody and deadly surge of insanity and fear and craziness.  they know they have been conditioning us for decades.  conditioning and programming us for complete disclosure.  for the end of everything in the old age.  the previous age.

the extraterrestrials are preparing us for the golden age.  for life after the earth changes.  the illuminati are conditioning us to keep our eyes closed.  to not look at the killer in the room while we hide beneath the bed.  the keep our eyes closed and to never ask questions.  to never see evil.  to look the other way and think happy thoughts.  this is how they are programming us for their world war three police-state.  these are scary thoughts.  these were my dreams.  there is nothing anymore.  changes are coming.  the evidence is all around us.  the earth is going to get kicked around over the next several years.  all of the civilizations throughout all the times have written about the end of times.  this is not about the rapture.  this is about the prophecies.  the extraterrestrial gods who have visited earth throughout millennia have fooled the new world order cabal countless times with false prophecies.  with false prophecies of armageddon and the apocalypse and the rapture.  this is not about the judeo-christian end of the world

it is not the golden age.  it is the golden race.  it will require a spiritual transformation.  it will require us to evolve and to understand what it means to be human.  what it means to exist and be alive in this universe.  sending loving energy toward dna can actually alter the microbiology of the dna.  there is goodness coming.  there is a golden age.  a golden race.  the cabal wants us to think the world is at war.  they want world war three.  they want to trick us into believing violent crimes are statistically increasing.  they want us to believe humanity is crumbling.  disintegrating.  they want to be the supreme rulers after the golden age transpires.  the cabal needs secrecy to stay alive.  to maintain their cloak.  their luciferian cabal.  they cannot lose their cloak.  they cannot compromise their secrecy.

more than 150 countries are calling for the end of the federal reserve banks throughout the world.  the extraterrestrials have wiped out dozens of underground bases.  they are jamming guns.  they are the white knights coming down to earth and save the day.  to save us from mass arrests.  from indoctrination camps.  from the police-state.  there will be mass arrests.

there is something called fear porn.  where the viewers or listeners or readers are getting high from fear.  this happens laregly on the internet or in the major motion pictures.  the end of times films.  the oligarch banksters are the head luciferians.  they want to reduce world population.  they do not want a racially inclusive world.  they do not want the poor the indigent the unhealthy.  they have suppressed free energy and anti-gravity technology.  they have convinced their followers of the iron mountain philosophy.  the amazon river has been determined to be able to support 20000000000 people according to the united states military.  they have the knowledge of how to create food using quantum mechanics.  the cabal long ago branched off from their extraterrestrial creators thousands of years ago.  they have been tricking the rest of the human reptilians since they broke away from their creators.

the tried to kill us with a weaponized swine flu.  with a new strain.  as a population reduction measure.  to combat the population explosions.  the population time bomb.  this is the cabal of 30000 or so ruling oligarchs who are trying to create world war three and their ultimate police-state.  but they will not have enough personnel to hold all the guns.  they will not be able to arrest 6000000000 humans.  we have started to awaken.  to stop dreaming other peoples dreams.  we have started to enter the new age.  the dawn of the new age.  the golden age.  the golden race.

there is a higher intelligence intervening with the events on earth.  protecting us from the cabal.  from the luciferians.  they do not want to see world war three.  they will lift us up off the earth using their anti-gravity devices after they defeat the new world order cabal.  and before the end of the world.  before the pole shift.  before the earth changes.  they will whisk us off the earth and we will leave the solar system.  we will board their ships and leave earth for a long time.  they will take us to other places.  to other worlds.  to other life.  they will take us to see everything there is to see.  they will take us if we are ready.  it will be the first coming of the destroyers.  and they will destroy the cabal.  they will kill the new world order.  they will save us from the earth changes.  from what is coming.

our extraterrestrial creators have returned to usher in the dawn of the golden age.  they are waiting on the dark side of the moon.  waiting for the height of the earth changes.  waiting for the cabal to initiate their police-state.  their world war three takeover of everything.  and they will reveal themselves as the destroyers of evil.  the destroyers of the illuminati.  of the killers among us.  they will be welcomed with love and acceptance when we are desperate.  all of the movies and motion pictures and stories will flood our minds.  we will have been programmed and conditioned for the moment.  for the first global first contact.  from hemisphere to hemisphere.  they will be benign and altruistic.  they will want to save us from the fate they witnessed 13000 years ago.  these were once my dreams.  now i dream about dead relatives and people i dont care about.

i keep dreaming about my dead grandfather.  he is never talking.  he is always disappearing when he is about to speak.  and we all want to listen.  we all want to hear. everyone in the dream. and he looks like he looks in all the photographs and memories.  on all the walls and shelves.  in all the neurons and synapses.  in the ether.  in the torsion fields.  in all the waves and electrical charges and discharges.  in the magnetism and everything.  he is there in my dreams.  but he keeps dying.  he always dies because i cannot see what he says.  i am not supposed to hear his words.  i am prohibited.  these are mind tricks.  these are deceptions my subconscious uses to trick me when i awaken.  but i love these games.  i need these games.  i thrive upon these games.  these tricks.  i need him in my dreams telling me nothing.  just being there.  i dont want him to say anything. i dont want to have to psychoanalyze his words upon awaking.  i dont want to have to think about what he said.  to have to think about it for weeks.  to analyze it and psychoanalyze it for days upon days.  to draw infinite conclusions.  and to hate them all.  it is nicer to just see him after nearly 20 years.  to see him in my surrealism.  to see him in color in his living room in the house his children are readying to sell.  in the house that already has a buyer.  a young couple with no children.  or with children.  it doesnt matter.  it is in the house he built.  in the house he loved.  in the house in the bed where he died in his sleep.  in the house i spent my first who knows how many summers.  in the house i loved.  in the house i lived day and night.  hot summer nights with metal fans in the wooden windows.  loud fans and the white noise driving me to sleep.  in the house where i learned my brother was killed.  in the house where i downed my grandfathers whiskey gin scotch and vodka while my family sat outside waiting for me to go to my aunts house.  waiting for me while i sucked straight from the bottles.  the mature bottles.  the overly fermented alcohols in the dark opaque bottles.  in the one clear gin bottle.  my family in the driveway at the house waiting for me while i chewed gum and ran outside all smiling and forgetting everything else.  forgetting about my actions.  unaware of the ultimate consequences.  in the house where i nearly drank myself into a coma.  in the house i left behind sitting shotgun in the backseat.  sitting and leaving the house and disappearing and forgetting everything.  away from the house and vomiting all over my fathers car and myself.  and away from the house and lying in my aunts grass for several hours.  family members taking turns checking on my status in the grass.  no one was sure what had happened.  i was left near the curb.  no one carried me inside.  no one wanted me throwing up on the nice new floors and walls in my aunts new colonial.  i was lying on the lawn near the curb and when i reentered reality there were blades of grass in my mouth.  and my godmother was above me.  maybe she was saying my name.  maybe she was there for several minutes.  i could only smell my own vomit.  my own actions.  it was after 6 pm.  they had already eaten.  i was on the lawn just outside my fathers chevrolet celebrity for 5 hours.  i was trashed.  i was nearly 15 or fifteen.  it was my first plunge.  and my grandfather was there.  he never came outside though.  he was not happy.  i knew he was angry.  i knew he was disappointed.  i knew he wanted to hit me with his belt.  i knew he wanted to hit me hard.  hit me twice.  it was two summers before his heart stopped while he slept in a separate twin bed next to my grandmother.

now we talk about the end of the world again.  about the end of everything again.  no y2k or heavens gate or trivial minutae.  no second coming of christ.  no first coming.  this time it is mayan.  this time it is hopi.  this time it is the 26 or 27000-year cycle of the earth along the galactic plane.  this time it is the age of aquarius.  this time it is earthquakes and volcanoes and maybe a collision with planet x.  with nibiru.  with the blue kachina star.  now this time it is extreme solar flares.  severe solar flares.  solar flares larger than earth.  sun spots greater than several earths.  now it is the complete annihilation of our grids.  of our electronic systems.  of our navigation and information systems.  of everything.  but this time they are preparing us.  this time they are using the media matrix to condition us.  at least to prepare the opportunistic.  the aware.  this time they decided to prepare the preppers.  the doomsday preppers.  this time they are preparing us for the end of everything.  for the end of civilization.  for the end of civility.  for the continuity of government.  for the continuity of their survival.  they know they will need some proles.  they know they will need some slaves in the police-state.  in life after or without the police-state.  they know they will need to indoctrinate the subservient.  those who succumb to their continuity.  to their underground network of isolation chambers and bunkers for life after the fall.  after complete collapse.  after the police-state fails.  to preserve themselves and their families they will need some proles.  some reprogrammed drones.  some sheep to clear the field and produce the goods and provide the services.  for the continuity of their well-being.  of their survival.

but the world will not end.  not now.  not for a long time.  not unless it is eaten from the inside out with a black hole generated in a european super collider.  not unless it is consumed by unlimited replicating grey goo.  not unless the earth ceases to rotate upon its axis.  ceases to do what it has done for billions of years.  not unless it ceases and everything we know is violently ripped apart.  torn apart.  disintegrated.  destroyed.  deconstructed.  devoured.  whisked away into nothingness.  the world will not end on december 21.  it cannot end.  but if the world does end it will simply be a creation of humanity.  a design created by humanity.  a creation of humanitys own design.  it will simply be a creation and manifestation of our own systems.  it will simply be our own manipulations and deceptions.  there is no single force or groups of forces on earth capable of ending the world.  the only things that will die will be some of the flora and fauna.  but everything will regenerate into new creations.  into new cells and molecules and compounds.  into new forms of life.  into new plants and animals. into new beings.  everything will continue after the world ends because the world will not end without a collision with another planet or the sun or a blackhole or something absolutely destructive.  the world will not end this december.  it will not end next december.  it did not end on y2k.  the end of the world is ultimately a doomsday fear perpetrated by maniacal raving lunatics and absorbed by desperate depressed sheep.  it is a manipulation of fear and deception.  it is a distraction from everything.  it is a lie.  a series of antiquated lies.  of tricks that have been used and reused for millennia.  perpetrated upon our minds and subconscious hemispheres for millennia.

i stopped dreaming about my brother and the end of the world and i started dreaming about my dead grandfather.  i never dream about the future.  i never dream about hope.  i have hijacked my mind within my own subconscious prison.  there is no escape.  i never dream about the future.  there is no future.  i stopped dreaming about doomsday because there is no doomsday.  it is a trick and i stopped dreaming about those tricks when i realized they were tricks.  i never dream about the future.  i only dream about dead loved ones and people i havent seen since childhood.  i dream about loved ones and people i dont care about.  they are in the same dreams but my dead brother is hardly if ever there.  he was only there in the end of the world dreams.  he was always somewhere near me at the end of the world.  unseen but near me at doomsday.  but then i stopped dreaming about those tricks and my brother disappeared.  and he has since disappeared from my surreality.  and  he never spoke either.  he never said anything.  he was just there dressed in the same clothes he was wearing in his final photographs taken just days before he was killed.  but they never speak.  they never spoke.  they are both dead.  dead for years.  dead to reality.  dead in reality but seen in the motion pictures of my surreal dreams.  of my everything and nothing.  this is my end of the world.

we are all secretly and oftentimes unknowingly dreaming about the end of the world.  about the end of humanity.  about the end of society and civilization.  about the end of everything.  and if the world ever does end it will be our own fault.  of our own making.  but it will not be frogs from heaven or bloody seas.  it will not be hell and fire and brimstone and locusts.  it will not be the tricks written in the scriptures of all humans from all times.  from now to antiquity.  it will not be a second coming or a third coming or even a first coming.  it will not be chariots from the heavens.  it will not be god appearing before us.  it will not be burning bushes or walking on water.  those are all tricks.  it will be complete civil collapse when the austerity measures bailouts and quantitative easing stops.  when they finally decide to kill the machine.  when they final decide to bring the ground up closer to our jumping point.  it will be orchestrated by the systems we finance.  by the systems we support and succumb to.  closer to the point of impact.  it will be orchestrated by the big 6 megabanks and the nongovernmental organizations and the united nations and nasa and the cia and darpa and rand and the think tanks and the militaries of all the nations in all the hemispheres.  it will be a plan created and implemented by the systems right before our open eyes wide shut.  it will be the men in black suits on the dark side of the moon.  the billions that are there already waiting for the ok to stop the machine.  the machine will stop.  the machine has a stop.  the machine stops.  and we will all be ripped apart and deconstructed and reduced to nothing.  that will be the end of the world.  that will be doomsday.  that will be the end of everything we know.  of society.  of civility.  of humanity.  but the earth will continue rotating and revolving and maintaining its balance.  it will still maintain its gravitational force.  its magnetism and atmospheric equilibrium.  the earth will still be the third rock from the sun.  the earth will still live to see another day.

apocalypse is a trick.  religion is fear.  the conscience fear of death of the future of everything is the basis of all religions.  what happens when we die?  when this thought began to manifest itself in the conscious and subconscious hemispheres of humans everything changed.  everything disintegrated into false hope and blind faith.  the only purpose of religion is to create a false sense of security.  an explanation for the unknown.  religion claims to define afterlife.  reincarnation.  heaven.  nirvana.  yet the creation of religion was the ultimate result of the manifestation of all the fears perceived by the conscious and subconscious hemispheres.  by the circuitry and in the wavelengths.  religion was the ultimate answer to the question what happens when we die?  religion was the ultimate failure of the human conscience.  to forfeit the here and now.  to succumb to the fear of the cloud of unknowing.  religion was the ultimate prison of our own creation.  of our own design.  religion was an answer to the swarms of locusts and birds and frogs falling from the sky.  religion was the false science of our primitive ancestors.  religion was the answer to the unknown and unexplainable questions.  questions without observable answers.  religion faith worship belief and god were all answers to the ground cracking open and the volcanoes spewing fire and brimstone.  the volcanoes blanketing everything with ash and soot.  religion was the answer to seas turning red and lakes filling with dead fish.  religion was the answer to droughts and cold spells.  to fierce winds and storms and cyclones and hurricanes and tornadoes.  religion was humanitys answer to their ultimate creation.  god.

god is a trick.  my dreams are tricks.  everything is a trick.  nothing is real in religion.  religion is the ultimate absence of science reason observation and empiricism.  god didnt create us.  we created god.  we created the trick.  we said extraterrestrial visitations were signs from god.  warnings.  we said the flying airships belonged to the prophets and the manifestations of god.  we said god created everything for us.  all the earth and plants and animals.  all the planets moons and suns.  all the orbits and galaxies.  all the black holes and quasars.  we said god created everything.  and we said god could destroy all of his creations.  we said god could destroy anything and everything at any time.  we said god caused the floods and earthquakes and volcanoes as answers to our ruthlessness.  as answers to our evils.  as answers to our animalistic qualities.  we created god and said god created us.  we can kill god and say god can kill us.  god is dead.  there is no use for god.  it is a trick.  a trick of our own creation.  our own design.

my subconscious is my own creation.  it is formed by images words symbols experiences.  thoughts motivations desires needs and actions.  my subconscious is my god.  my own trick.  my own creation.  my own result.  a conscience civilization is doomed to fail.  they have always been doomed to fail.  they have always failed.  the mayans failed.  rome failed.  the ottoman and persian empires failed.  the egyptians failed.  all conscience civilizations will result in collapse.  in demise.  in disappearance.  everything is a trick.  materialism is a trick.  my dreams are tricks.  barry soetoro is a trick.  god is a trick.  fear is a trick.  everything is a trick.  this is a trick.

the world will not end with the appearance of the messiah.  that is a trick.  the world will not end as outlined in the scriptures.  the scriptures are the creations of humans.  they are tricks.  stories to satiate conscience fear.  stories designed to control masses of people.  designed to undermine reason rationale and free will.  designed to create a false belief of security.  an answer to the question what happens when we die?

and the world will not end in valcanic ash and magnitude 10 earthquakes.  it will not end on the new madrid fault or at the supermassive volcanoes from north america to china.  it will not end with another 100 fukushimas.  it will not end from solar flares or an asteroid impact.  it will not end from a pole shift or geomagnetic reversal.  it will not end at the hands of extraterrestrials.  humanity will nearly disappear except for the 3000 to 30000 individuals important enough to bring to the moon or some other manmade orbiting outpost.  to the space station.  the end of the world will not happen for millions upon millions of years.  maybe billions of years.  with few unpredictable exceptions.  an errant blackhole or premature supernova.  a collision with another planet.  a drastic alteration in the suns gravitational force upon the inner planets.  grey goo or a distant pulsar aimed directly at earth.  the end of the world will not be created by humans.  the end of the world is a desire of desperation.  of fear.  of irrationality.  if the world does end it will happen violently.  quickly and abruptly.  catastrophically.  if humanity does end it will happen gradually.  it will happen as cancer happens.  it will spread across the world slowly and deadly.  it will be natural disasters and volcanoes and asteroids and meteors and biological chemical warfare and nuclear winters.  it will be a slow demise.  an ugly demise.  a disgusting demise.  it will be desperation for food and shelter.  it will be gunshots and massacres.  it will be i am legend.  it will be 28 days later and the colony.  it will be all the propaganda programming films deeply inserted into our subconscious hemispheres.

and if there is a second coming it will be an allusion.  a trick.  a holographic trick.  a creation of nasa and berkeley and jpl and haarp and hadron and cern scientists.  it will be a multinational creation of russia china india israel great britain and the united states.  it will be a contrived end.  it will result in a police-state of eco-cities.  of serfs and proles.  it will be the ultimate reason for the creation of the internment camps and ghost cities and global seed vaults.  of the deep subterranean bases and moon bases.  of the dna data bank and human genome project.  it will be the ultimate reason for the continuity of government exercises and protocols.  if the world does end in 2012 or 2013 it will end in a police-state.  it will end in a zombie apocalypse perpetrated by biological and chemical weapons.

this is why i stopped dreaming about the end of the world.  this is why i stopped dreaming about my dead brother.  this is why i will stop dreaming about my dead grandfather.  there are no answers.  there is no future.  there is no past.  there are only allusions constructs and tricks.  diversions and deceptions.  manipulations and illusions.  there are no answers.  where is my brother?  what happens when we die?  there are no answers.  but we have been tricked and conditioned and programmed to expect answers.  to believe there are answers.  we can only know what we observe.  what we can predict.  what is reasonable.  we know what happens when we die.  our biological and chemical and physiological processes all cease.  our brain dies.  our heart dies.  everything dies.  and then we display our dead bodies in wooden boxes in red carpet rooms filled with thousands of dollars of flowers and religious cards.  and then we bury the boxes in the earth benath a carved granite stone.  or we cremeate the box with the body inside and remove the ashes from the furnace and dump them into an urn.  and then the urn is placed on the mantle or in a mausoleum.  and then we visit the burial site or we hold the urn or stare at the urn and say prayers and pay our respects.  the ashes remain intact indefinitely.  the bodies eventually decompose in their boxes and the boxes eventually rot and disintegrate and all the elements return to the soil.  all the dead cells and atoms and molecules.  everything returns to the earth.  that is what happens when we die.

there are no other animals comparable to humans.  no other animals driven by selfishness and narcissism yet capable of going to the moon and beyond.  capable of deepsea diving to retrieve murdered terrorists.  capable of helicopter parenting.  of institutionalism.

this is the problem with entitlement programs.  they are never designed to fix any problems.  they are never designed to fix the social fabric of society.  they simply are bandages placed upon tremendous wounds.  all entitlement programs are burdens upon future generations.  they are handouts that do not address the causes of bad behaviors.  of illegal practices.  of irresponsible choices.  this system is beyond repair without revolution.  and all revolutions become bloody over the course of time coupled with desperation fear and disregard for civility.

i have never voted for any of these scum.  i have entered the ballot box every year since i was 18.  i have cast votes every year for every national election.  then i stopped in 2008.  i stopped with barry and palin and mccain and the messy election process.  the process to elect unqualified players.  i entered the ballot box in 2008 but i didnt vote for any big players.  i didnt vote for any national offices.  i didnt vote for the machine.  i didnt vote against the machine.  i simply didnt vote nationally.  i rejected everything.  my state voted for barry anyhow.  my state has voted democrat since hw bush.  my state will vote for barry again.  and again if they could as they did with bloomberg.  doomberg.  i forfeited in 2008.  i quit in 2008.  i rejected everything offered.  i will most likely if not definitely reject everything again.  i cannot support these cronies.  i cannot support their ideologies.  their lies decpetions untruths and manipulations.  i am disgusted.  i have been tuned out of everything for what seems as decades.  i have killed all the useless and unnecessary evils.  all the media matrix manipulations.  all the us versus them ideologies.  all the tribalism.  all the narcissism.  all the feelings and emotions and tolerance and diversity and reverse discrimination and affirmative action and programming and conditioning.  i have killed everything except what i have created.  what i have molded.  now i am ready for the next step.  the next phase.  the beginning of the end of everything.  the preparation without the fear.  unknowing is good.  unknowing is positive.  if there is nothing after life.  no life after death.  that is fine.  that is okay.  if there are pearly gates and angels and harps and all my loved ones waiting for me with beautiful musical symphonies filling my waves.  that is fine.  that is okay.  if there is nothing it is okay.  the ideas of something.  of the soul.  of the afterlife.  these are manmade constructs.  they cannot be predicted.  they cannot be observed without quantum interference.  they cannot be empirically tests.  the results cannot easily be repeated.  maybe there is something.  maybe there is nothing.  i do not want to see barry soetoro or any of the cronies in black suits when i enter the pearly gates.  as the angels play the harp strings.  as the music resonates through my waves.  through my being.  whatever it is.  wherever it is.  however it is.

the elections are distractions from these things.  from the truths of the world.  there is no escaping predicted results.  humanity has been empirically tested again and again and the results are predictable and repetitive.  the results are always the same.  the world will not end.  not this year.  not next year.  not for a long time.  humanity will end and begin and end and begin as it has for millennia.  the western world is in utter demise.  it is in utter collapse.  it is free-falling as wtc 7 did on nineleven.  in reverse the 47-story building rebuilds itself into its former self.  its former state.  in forward nine eleven is free-falling buildings and planes in the skies.  nine eleven is jumpers and fires and the smell of buring flesh.  smoldering flesh.  flesh.  the western world is a pack of lemmings falling to a ground that continually recedes.  receding into nothingness.  there is a bottom.  there is always a bottom.  sometimes the trip is short and quick and sudden.  sometimes the trip is slow gradual incremental.  entropy slowly increasing.  the mushroom cloud consuming itself.  the meltdown reaching a critical state.  and then beyond critical.  and then a do-over or a police-state.  there will be no winnable revolution.  our strength is in numbers.  six billion or more.  their strength is in technology.  unprecedented technology.  police-state technology.  fear force power and control.  their strengths outweigh our strengths.  we must be smart.  we must be smarter than them.  but they possess the controls of the machinery.  of the police-state.  of the end of everything we know and love.

and then there is the result no one talks about.  the result we never speak of.  complacency.  apathy.  succumbing to the machine.  prolonging the inevitability of the police-state.  complying with the system to fulfill our narcissistic wants and desires.  compliance with the machine.  with the system.  with the 30000 rulers and lawmakers and executives and lobbysists and think tanks and chairmen and so on and on.  i have never once voted for any of the scum that make all the decisions behind closed doors.  all the scum who tag earmarks onto 2000-page bills.  all the scum who take bribes from the corporate lobbyists.  the banking moguls.  all the scum who who regulate and then deregulate and rule and then overturn and legislate and then relegislate.  all the scum who pass the laws affecting the value of my money.  responsible for the housing bubble.  responsible for the bailouts and austerity measures.  responsible for the wars in iraq and afghanistan.  responsible for their response to nine eleven.  i am simply sick of it all.  that is why i dream about my dead brother and grandfather.  they are my doomsday scenarios.  they already witnessed the end of the world.  they already reached armageddon.  they already disappeared from their earthly existence.  i stopped dreaming about fears as the fears became real.  became realities.  i stopped dreaming about terrorism and the police-state because i know they will happen.  i never started dreaming about my two children because i know their fates.  i know their results.  my wife is always in my dreams.  i never dream about my wife but she is always in my dreams.  she is always a part of the dream.  but she is never a fantasy.  she is always real.  she is always who she is.  she is perfect who she is.  my children are perfect who they are.  what they will be.  i stopped dreaming about everything that is real.  my brother and grandfather were real.  and then they disappeared.  and my subconscious tricks me into thinking and wishing and hoping they are still here.  in some shape.  in some form.  and then they disappear again.  this is the cloud of unknowing.  this is uncertainty.  this is not fear.  it is understanding.  i do not know where they are.  i do not know what they are.  i onloy know what i see.  what i can test.  what i can predict.  what i can repeat over and over again.  and that is the cherry wood box and the embalmed dead pile of flesh sitting inside the padded plush silk satin decorative white interior.  dead and disintegrating.  decaying.  consuming its half-life.  i will stop dreaming about them.  it is all becoming clear.  it is all real.  they are not barry soetoro.  they never voted for this machine.  for these systems.  my brother never voted.  period.  he was eager to vote.  he was anticipating his 18th birthday because he wanted to vote.  because he wanted to be an adult.  he wanted to make a difference.  he wanted to project his opinions.  his thoughts.  his votes.  and my grandfather never knowingly or consciously voted for this machine.  for this system.  he was tricked.  he was programmed and conditioned to always live beneath his means and vote democrat.  to always vote for the democrats.  he was tricked into believing the democrats supported workers right.  he was tricked with the unsustainable and unpredictable entitlement programs.  the ponzi schemes.  he was tricked into believing the democrats favored the working man.  the working class and poor class.  the needy.  the mother without the husband.  the indigent.  the unfortunate.  what their families escaped from.  why their families fled their homeland.  abandoned their families to come to america.  to live the american dream.  to own a piece of land.  to build a home.  to raise a family.  to exercise the freedoms of religion and speech.  to have a consistent job.  to have clean running water and beautiful modern cities.  to escape poverty injustice and dictatorships.  to come to america.  to become an american.  to want to help the government.  to want to trust the government.  to believe they will help the working class in times of need.  the great depression.  the taxation of income.  the creation of entitlement programs designed to address serious social and economic concerns at the expense of future generations.  at the expense of grandchildren and great grandchildren.  ponzi scheme cannot work.  bernie madoff was their example.  their sheep for the wolves.  their warning.  their way to lay the blame of all ponzi schemes on the bernie madoffs.  away from the elected public officials with massive pensions and benefit packages and 401k funds.  this world is disgusting.  i will soon stop talking about it.  i will soon do a complete 180.

they want us to talk about same-sex marriage.  they want us to be consumed and tricked by the diversions and deceptions.  the manipulations and machinations.  they want us talking about abortion rights and same-sex marriage.  they want us talking about the ups and downs of fuel prices.  they want us talking about american idol and the kardashians.  about michael jackson whitney houston and casey anthony.  about sports stars and entertainers.  about reality stars and doctor oz and oprah winfrey and bill gates.  they want us totally distracted.  and it is working.  it has proved effective.  we are lost.  we are secretly and sometimes unknowingly waiting for the end of the world.  waiting for the signs.  waiting for the riots and revolutions and guns and wars and attacks and fire and brimstone.  waiting for the second coming.  waiting for something to happen.  waiting for the end of everything.  waiting for the next nine eleven.  waiting for the next fukushima.  the next bp oil spill.  the next indonesian earthquake.  the next katrina.  the access to birth control and student loan interest rates and same-sex marriage are all simple pieces of distractions.  diversions away from the corruptness that is pervasive throughout the fabric of everything.

we are in meltdown.  fukushima is a microcosm of the state of humanity.  the reactor entered meltdown when it could no longer cool down.  when it could no longer prevent itself from overheating.  humanity is overheating.  humanity is increasing its chain reactions exponentially.  humanity is accelerating over the cliff.  no longer suspended as in the cartoons.  no longer hanging in midair.  humanity is accelerating toward the ground at 9 meters per second and it seems as though it is forever.  as though the ground never appears closer.  never appears within reach.  as though the ground is in fact receding into nothingness and the fall will be forever.  and then forever again.  fukushima is still melting down.  it will melt until it is contained and it may not be contained for a long time.  fukushima is hello on earth.  isolated hell on earth.  but it is killing us all.  it is spreading.  the byproduct is spreading as cancer cells spread and envelope living healthy cells.  it is spreading as fungus spreads.  as cancer is fungus.  as it is spores that multiple and consume.  consume everything.  cancer kills.  fukushima kills.  humanity is in meltdown.  our reactor core will eventually reach critical as entropy increases and everything will result in either a police-state or the end of everything we know.  in our limited minds.  we created fukushima.

fukushima is killing us all...

i am the product of a normal family.  whatever that means.  there was no divorce.  no abuse.  no neglect.  no drugs.  no craziness.  i refuse to criticize my upbringing.  my parents.  their choices and decisions.  they did nothing malicious selfish narcissistic or evil toward me or my siblings.  they were in all meaning of the words good parents.  they lost their 17-year-old son to a diabetic driver in a blackout episode.  killed in a hit and run.  left on the side of the road mangled and deranged in a pool of his own blood.  bicycle crumpled.  walkman shattered upon the pavement.  that was his doomsday.  his armageddon.  i was nine years old.  my parents lived through it all in real time.  i dare anyone to live through this.  a dead brother killed two weeks after graduation is hell on earth.  it is fire and brimstone.  it is damnation.  yet we survived.  we prospered to live another day.  and then another day.  and then hundreds of days and thousands of days and decades and then tens of thousands of days.  this is the way the world works.  world works.  live through this.

this is what disgusts me about talking about same-sex marriage.  this is why it is a distraction.  why are we supposed to be concerned about the details of what men and women choose to do with their personal lives.  we honor adoption.  we call adoption an honorable and humane action.  we revere adoption.  we revere science.  we revere advances and breathroughs in science.  we revere change and tolerance and all the other tricks and deceptions.  who cares about same-sex marriage?  am i supposed to think about it.  to care about it.  to have feelings about it.  if two men or two women want to adopt a child or give birth to a surrogate child or an intravenous child is it anyones business?  mind your business.  if they want to marry and never have children is it anyones business?  why do we continue to return to this distraction?  resort to this distraction.  it is none of my business.  if they can provide for the child and one another and they can love the child and one another then why do we care?  why do we consume the distractions?  i dont think its normal.  i never once believed same-sex marriage and parenting is normal.  it cannot be normal.  but why is it my business?  why have we allowed them to convince us it is our business?  these are the most evil of distractions.  social cultural issues being decided by lawmakers politicians advocacy groups lobbyists clergy and public opinion polls.  i dont believe same-sex marriage and parenting is right or wrong.  it is not normal.  but is it evil or malicious?  is it unconstitutional or demeaning to religious principles?  is it a violation of

in 1878 the united states supreme court outlawed polygamy.  it was based upon the premise that marriage involves one man and one woman.  bigamy is outlawed.  the minnesota supreme court in 1971 sustained a clerks denial of a marriage license to homosexuals.  no same-sex marriage for you.  in 1993 the hawaii supreme court suggested in baehr vs. lewin that a state law restricting legal marriage to only parties of the opposite sex in essence established sex-based classifications and encroached upon equal protection grounds.  baehr concluded that any state will have a difficult time proving gay couples were not being denied equal protection under the laws.  then there was the 1996 defense of marriage act which ultimately defined marriage as the legal union between one man and one woman.  which ultimately decided and permitted states to refuse and deny to recognize same-sex marriages performed in other states.  there are no answers.  there is only interpretation of written laws.  of laws written when the definition of marriage was ultimately and nearly absolutely assumed without written statutes and definitions as the legal binding and contractual union of a man and a woman.  the only possibility then of raising and rearing children was through the marriage and intercourse of a man and a woman.  for millennia that is how it was naturally assumed and defined.  but sciences changes the course and direction of history.  science and law together can alter the outcome of everything.  we accept and abide by the laws permitting the exercise of adoption.  we accept the laws defining equal protection without the basis of religion sex creed race or social mental and economic status.  equal protection is one of the defining principles of the bill of rights.  the amendments designed to limit the powers of the centralized federal government.  equal protection is as important as due process and the freedoms of speech religion and so on and on.  same-sex marriage exists.  adoption exists.  equal protection under the law exists.  this should not be an issue.  there should be no context and references to religious doctrine and scripture.  equal protection supercedes religious indoctrination.  a religious institution may not allow or acknowledge or accept or respect or observe or permit same-sex marriage.  religion is a choice.  the exercise and practice of religion is a choice that cannot be infringed upon by government.  it cannot be dictated by government.  it cannot be hijacked by the government.  the free exercise cannot be prohibited by the federal government.  the federal government is not permitted to espouse or favor or discredit or punish any person or groups of persons based upon the exercise and practice of religion.  and they cannot prohibit the free exercise of religion.  all religions receive equal protection under the laws.  that is the fundamental and inherent nature of free and responsible people.  if two men want to marry and receive the same benefits and legal status why has that become my business?  benjamin franklin said mind your business.  i do not believe same sex marriage and parenting is normal.  it defies natural selection and symmetry.  it defies the natural processes of everything on earth.  of everything in existence.  i do not accept same-sex marriage but i believe in upholding the constitution.  i believe in equal protection under the laws.  i believe in laws and interpretations.  i believe the president of the united states should not say he is for or against same-sex marriage.  i believe barry soetoro says uses the same-sex marriage distraction to gain political clout.  to win the minds of potential voters.  as an act of campaigning.  it doesnt matter if barry is for or against same-sex marriage.  what matters is if barry understands equal protection under the law even if it contradicts normalcy culture reason and tradition.  equal protection is one of the greatest principles of free and responsible people.

mind your business...

there are no other animals that have tricked themselves into thinking about these things.  into making decisions based upon the fear of the unknown.  there truly is nothing to fear but fear itself.  there are no other animals that think about the future beyond their need to fulfill their immediate biological needs.  there are no other animals that live inside surreal prisons of their own creations.  there are no other animals trapped within the conscience fear of death.  there are no other animals thinking about the afterlife.  about heaven and hell and politics and taxes and materialism.  god created us in his own image.  this is our trick.  this is the trick of billions of sheep.  spanning several millennia.  killing us slowly inside our prisons.  the end of the world will be a police-state of our own design.  the earth will remain but we will die inside our systems.  inside our conscious and subconscious hemispheres.  the earth will continue to rotate and revolve.  it will continue to create and destroy.  it will continue into the next day. 

every day is the first day of the rest of our lives.

the end has no end.

this is all a trick.