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tricks and deceptions. it is called the mass media indoctrination hypnosis.  they have been masking themselves for 300 years.  cloaking themselves for 300 years.  they have been denying christianity and god for 300 years.  they have been worshipping lucifer for three centuries.  it is all a series of well orchestrated and conditioned illusions.  we are all in a trance state of collective denial.  the cabal wants world war three.  the cabal needs earthly distractions from the extraterrestrial visitors.  from the spaceport on the dark side of the moon.  at the lagrange points.  and everywhere in between.  the cabal needs to distract us from the space wars.  from the comings and goings of the extraterrestrial creators.  these are my dreams now.  freemasons and the illuminati.  fraternal organizations and the bilderbergers.  the trilaterals and occult groups.

i call it dissociation.  detachment.  the sudden feeling of being overwhelmed by the information being presented.  to the point where an individual has nothing to fall back on.  no safe escape.  no rational argument to present.  designed to contradict the overwhelming nature of the information.  no one wants to hear these things.  no one wants to think about anything but themselves and their material possessions and their careers and their self-importance.

the cabal believes lucifer is the creator.  he was thrown out of gods pantheon because he was not a good angel.  because he was corrupt.  and now they hide behind the cloak of freemasonry.  sir francis bacon was allegedly queen eleizabeths illegitimate son.  he started the modern trend of luciferianism.  there are books upon books in the library of congress claiming francis bacon was in fact william shakespeare.  the real william shakespeare was illiterate.  he had no books in his house.  he was demanding more money and becoming pompous and they killed him.  and then he wrote and published two more posthumous plays.  and so francis bacon constructed an entire religion around lucifer.  bacon was ostracized.  he was ridiculed and condemned.  he hid himself in the cloak of william shakespeare.  he exposed the corrupt regimes and players orchestrating the strings of humanity.  of royalty and deception.  francis bacon worshipped a new creator.  lucifer.  he was an adherent to the teachings of the devil.  these are my dreams now.  this is my subconscious.

the cabal has been interacting with extraterrestrials for decades upon decades.  especially before the nuclear age.  the first atomic bombs changed everything.  our extraterrestrial ancestors have returned to save us from the cabal.  the cabal has been tricked into believing in a super race and the anglo-saxon christian prophecy of the rapture.  of the end of the world.  of armageddon.  the bad guys want us to close our eyes and not look at what is going on.  what they are doing.  the good guys want us to be prepared for their arrival.  to be prepared for life after the earth changes.  our creators essentially only want us to be more loving.  they want us to be more caring.  more understanding.  more accepting.

there is a connection between all the planets at 19.5 degrees from their equators.  it is pervasive throughout all eight planets.  it is where the most devastation and destruction is isolated and confined to.  there was once an extraterrestrial race inhabiting mars.  they were distant ancestors to us.  we are the reptilians.  the hybrids.  there is a 20-mile-high volcano on mars along 19.5 degrees.  they didnt inhabit mars anywhere near the supermassive volcano.  they carved a human face into a gigantic mountain.  they constructed pyramids that can be seen from space.  they destroyed themselves when they destroyed their atmosphere.  the asteroid belt was once a planet.  it was inhabited by more human ancestors.  it was destroyed in a battle.  destroyed in a battle between the extraterrestrial gods.  the inhabitants of mars were twice the size of modern humans.  and when they destroyed their atmosphere through war with another race they were relocated to earth where they were reduced in size in order to withstand greater gravitational forces.  where they were modified to be able to live millions of miles closer to the sun.  where the atmosphere was drastically different from mars.  there are good entities in the universe.  there are altruistic species determined to help save humans.  our ancient alien ancestors have returned to help us progress forward into the new age.  into the golden age.  into the golden race of happiness and truth.

this is the end...

american soldiers have been witnessing shutdowns of missile silos since the dawn of the nuclear age.  american soldiers have seen unidentifiable flying objects flying over missile silos since the dawn of the nuclear age.  the stargate technology is here.  it has been here for thousands of years.  since the first extraterrestrial visitations.  humans are simply creations and hybrids of previous humans and a race of extraterrestrials.  the new world order cabal.  the cold war was discontinued because all the missiles were destroyed.  all the silos invaded by extraterrestrials.  american soldiers have witnessed ufos stopping missiles in flight.  they were bringing a nuclear device to the moon on apollo 13.  that is why the extraterrestrials stopped the mission.  there is extraterrestrial activity all over the dark side of the moon.  spaceships coming and going.  docking and departing.

we are all in collective denail.  the extraterrestrial question has been covered destroyed and mocked since 1947 and earlier. the estraterrestrials look just like men.  just like humans.  they look just like us.  we are all reptilians.  the surface of the earth is believed to be uninhabitable by the year 2017.  it will be a repeat of atlantis.  it will be a major pole shift.  no.  the extraterrestrials are preventing us from firing nuclear missilies and weapons.  they know the machinations of war can alter the earths rotation,  they know the nuclear missiles and weapons are destructive.  the nuclear weapons were used once before.  oppenheimer knew it was.  he knew the details.  he read the scriptures.  he became death.  atlantis was an extraterrestrial colony.

there was once an extraterrestrial human race that inhabited antarctica and we call it atlantis.  it was a huge island surrounded by water.  and then the earth changed on the axis and the south pole became frozen and atlantis disappeared in less than a few minutes.  and there was was another civilization that inhabited siberia.  five colonies in siberia.  and they were constantly warring and competing with one another.  fighting for control of earth.  and they were destroyed by a sudden pole shift 13000 years ago.  a sudden shift and temperatures dropped nearly 100 degrees in mere minutes.  plato told us about the stories.  he relayed the dialogues.  he passed the torch.  plato was a reptilian.

america is the reincarnated atlantis.  the pole shift is supposed to be coming.  the hall of records are supposed to be hidden at three separate points on earth.  edgar cayce said so.  the source supplying edgar cayce with his information the good source purposely tricked cayce with a negative entity.  an evil entity that relayed false predictions.  it was a test.  a trick.  a crucible.  to see if cayce would pass.  and he did.  he always ended these predictions and foretellings with a phrase uttering the evil entitys real name.  much of what cayce predicted has yet to come.  a lot will never arrive in our lifetimes.  cayce was chosen by the extraterrestrial creators of all human reptilians.  of cayce and myself and everyone.  cayce was the reptilian chosen to filter all the records.  to filter all the predictions.  all the results.  all the forthcoming events of everything on earth.  cayce was the chose one.  he was not a prophet.  he was not jesus or the messiah.  he was not the second coming.  he was not the antichrist.  he was the medium the extraterrestrials used to convey the ultimate fate of humanity.  the ultimate fate of their own hybrid creations.

2012 is an abnormal year.  the long term wobble in the earths axis is changing from the age of pisces into the age of aquarius.  this is a shift point.  the end of this year.  it is referenced in the hindu scriptures and the mayan calendar.  the hindu calendar suggests 2014.  the hopis say it is happening now.  this is the beginning of the shift.  there is a 25 or 27000-year cycle afflicting earth.  there is a cycle of the earth.  and at the end of the cycle there are various earth changes and cataclysms.  and then there will be the dawn of a new day.  at the end of the cycle the illuminati is expecting and planning to have their new world order.  their police-state control of everything.  various cultures and civilizations from now to antiquity have been retelling the same stories.  the same events.  the same myths.

the entire solar system is going through a climate change.  this is the information nasa is withholding from us proles.  the solar flares are burning out satellites.  all of the planets are exhibiting much larger magnetic fields.  stronger magnetic fields.  the peak of the warming trend was in 1997 and 1998.  the earth has been cooling since then.  they say it is seasonal changes happening to the planet.  all of the planets are warming up at the same time.  the entire solar system is going through climate change at the same time.  the microwave energies of all the suns in the galaxy are increasing.  the zones of stars are moving away from the center of the galaxy.  the zones are microwaves.  actual waves  there has been a 500 percent increase in earthquake activity.  there has been a 400 percent increase in volcano activity.  humanity is part of the cause.  manmade global warming is part of the cause.

the illuminati plans on riding out the changes in their underground bases.  the extraterrestrials implanted cleverly coded prophecies into the psyche of humanity.  they have been telling us there is going to be a golden age after the end of the world.  a dawn of a new day.  a golden age after the telekinetic destroyer destroys the evil entities on earth.  defeats the illuminati.  the destroyers have returned to defeat the illuminati.  to stop the cabal from initiating world war three.  the new world order reptilian cabal is desperate for the earth changes.  desperate for the pole shift or floods or earthquakes or everything.  the extraterrestrials have been destroying their bases for years.  for decades.  they are hijacking the instrumentation  and machinations of the new world order cabal.  they will only reveal themselves when entropy increases beyond containment.  when desperation will require extreme measures.  extreme suspension of disbelief.  the extraterrestrials are here to save humanity but they do not know how to do so.  they know by disclosing their existence and revealing themselves it may force humanity into a bloody and deadly surge of insanity and fear and craziness.  they know they have been conditioning us for decades.  conditioning and programming us for complete disclosure.  for the end of everything in the old age.  the previous age.

the extraterrestrials are preparing us for the golden age.  for life after the earth changes.  the illuminati are conditioning us to keep our eyes closed.  to not look at the killer in the room while we hide beneath the bed.  the keep our eyes closed and to never ask questions.  to never see evil.  to look the other way and think happy thoughts.  this is how they are programming us for their world war three police-state.  these are scary thoughts.  these were my dreams.  there is nothing anymore.  changes are coming.  the evidence is all around us.  the earth is going to get kicked around over the next several years.  all of the civilizations throughout all the times have written about the end of times.  this is not about the rapture.  this is about the prophecies.  the extraterrestrial gods who have visited earth throughout millennia have fooled the new world order cabal countless times with false prophecies.  with false prophecies of armageddon and the apocalypse and the rapture.  this is not about the judeo-christian end of the world

it is not the golden age.  it is the golden race.  it will require a spiritual transformation.  it will require us to evolve and to understand what it means to be human.  what it means to exist and be alive in this universe.  sending loving energy toward dna can actually alter the microbiology of the dna.  there is goodness coming.  there is a golden age.  a golden race.  the cabal wants us to think the world is at war.  they want world war three.  they want to trick us into believing violent crimes are statistically increasing.  they want us to believe humanity is crumbling.  disintegrating.  they want to be the supreme rulers after the golden age transpires.  the cabal needs secrecy to stay alive.  to maintain their cloak.  their luciferian cabal.  they cannot lose their cloak.  they cannot compromise their secrecy.

more than 150 countries are calling for the end of the federal reserve banks throughout the world.  the extraterrestrials have wiped out dozens of underground bases.  they are jamming guns.  they are the white knights coming down to earth and save the day.  to save us from mass arrests.  from indoctrination camps.  from the police-state.  there will be mass arrests.

there is something called fear porn.  where the viewers or listeners or readers are getting high from fear.  this happens laregly on the internet or in the major motion pictures.  the end of times films.  the oligarch banksters are the head luciferians.  they want to reduce world population.  they do not want a racially inclusive world.  they do not want the poor the indigent the unhealthy.  they have suppressed free energy and anti-gravity technology.  they have convinced their followers of the iron mountain philosophy.  the amazon river has been determined to be able to support 20000000000 people according to the united states military.  they have the knowledge of how to create food using quantum mechanics.  the cabal long ago branched off from their extraterrestrial creators thousands of years ago.  they have been tricking the rest of the human reptilians since they broke away from their creators.

the tried to kill us with a weaponized swine flu.  with a new strain.  as a population reduction measure.  to combat the population explosions.  the population time bomb.  this is the cabal of 30000 or so ruling oligarchs who are trying to create world war three and their ultimate police-state.  but they will not have enough personnel to hold all the guns.  they will not be able to arrest 6000000000 humans.  we have started to awaken.  to stop dreaming other peoples dreams.  we have started to enter the new age.  the dawn of the new age.  the golden age.  the golden race.

there is a higher intelligence intervening with the events on earth.  protecting us from the cabal.  from the luciferians.  they do not want to see world war three.  they will lift us up off the earth using their anti-gravity devices after they defeat the new world order cabal.  and before the end of the world.  before the pole shift.  before the earth changes.  they will whisk us off the earth and we will leave the solar system.  we will board their ships and leave earth for a long time.  they will take us to other places.  to other worlds.  to other life.  they will take us to see everything there is to see.  they will take us if we are ready.  it will be the first coming of the destroyers.  and they will destroy the cabal.  they will kill the new world order.  they will save us from the earth changes.  from what is coming.

our extraterrestrial creators have returned to usher in the dawn of the golden age.  they are waiting on the dark side of the moon.  waiting for the height of the earth changes.  waiting for the cabal to initiate their police-state.  their world war three takeover of everything.  and they will reveal themselves as the destroyers of evil.  the destroyers of the illuminati.  of the killers among us.  they will be welcomed with love and acceptance when we are desperate.  all of the movies and motion pictures and stories will flood our minds.  we will have been programmed and conditioned for the moment.  for the first global first contact.  from hemisphere to hemisphere.  they will be benign and altruistic.  they will want to save us from the fate they witnessed 13000 years ago.  these were once my dreams.  now i dream about dead relatives and people i dont care about.

i keep dreaming about my dead grandfather.  he is never talking.  he is always disappearing when he is about to speak.  and we all want to listen.  we all want to hear. everyone in the dream. and he looks like he looks in all the photographs and memories.  on all the walls and shelves.  in all the neurons and synapses.  in the ether.  in the torsion fields.  in all the waves and electrical charges and discharges.  in the magnetism and everything.  he is there in my dreams.  but he keeps dying.  he always dies because i cannot see what he says.  i am not supposed to hear his words.  i am prohibited.  these are mind tricks.  these are deceptions my subconscious uses to trick me when i awaken.  but i love these games.  i need these games.  i thrive upon these games.  these tricks.  i need him in my dreams telling me nothing.  just being there.  i dont want him to say anything. i dont want to have to psychoanalyze his words upon awaking.  i dont want to have to think about what he said.  to have to think about it for weeks.  to analyze it and psychoanalyze it for days upon days.  to draw infinite conclusions.  and to hate them all.  it is nicer to just see him after nearly 20 years.  to see him in my surrealism.  to see him in color in his living room in the house his children are readying to sell.  in the house that already has a buyer.  a young couple with no children.  or with children.  it doesnt matter.  it is in the house he built.  in the house he loved.  in the house in the bed where he died in his sleep.  in the house i spent my first who knows how many summers.  in the house i loved.  in the house i lived day and night.  hot summer nights with metal fans in the wooden windows.  loud fans and the white noise driving me to sleep.  in the house where i learned my brother was killed.  in the house where i downed my grandfathers whiskey gin scotch and vodka while my family sat outside waiting for me to go to my aunts house.  waiting for me while i sucked straight from the bottles.  the mature bottles.  the overly fermented alcohols in the dark opaque bottles.  in the one clear gin bottle.  my family in the driveway at the house waiting for me while i chewed gum and ran outside all smiling and forgetting everything else.  forgetting about my actions.  unaware of the ultimate consequences.  in the house where i nearly drank myself into a coma.  in the house i left behind sitting shotgun in the backseat.  sitting and leaving the house and disappearing and forgetting everything.  away from the house and vomiting all over my fathers car and myself.  and away from the house and lying in my aunts grass for several hours.  family members taking turns checking on my status in the grass.  no one was sure what had happened.  i was left near the curb.  no one carried me inside.  no one wanted me throwing up on the nice new floors and walls in my aunts new colonial.  i was lying on the lawn near the curb and when i reentered reality there were blades of grass in my mouth.  and my godmother was above me.  maybe she was saying my name.  maybe she was there for several minutes.  i could only smell my own vomit.  my own actions.  it was after 6 pm.  they had already eaten.  i was on the lawn just outside my fathers chevrolet celebrity for 5 hours.  i was trashed.  i was nearly 15 or fifteen.  it was my first plunge.  and my grandfather was there.  he never came outside though.  he was not happy.  i knew he was angry.  i knew he was disappointed.  i knew he wanted to hit me with his belt.  i knew he wanted to hit me hard.  hit me twice.  it was two summers before his heart stopped while he slept in a separate twin bed next to my grandmother.

now we talk about the end of the world again.  about the end of everything again.  no y2k or heavens gate or trivial minutae.  no second coming of christ.  no first coming.  this time it is mayan.  this time it is hopi.  this time it is the 26 or 27000-year cycle of the earth along the galactic plane.  this time it is the age of aquarius.  this time it is earthquakes and volcanoes and maybe a collision with planet x.  with nibiru.  with the blue kachina star.  now this time it is extreme solar flares.  severe solar flares.  solar flares larger than earth.  sun spots greater than several earths.  now it is the complete annihilation of our grids.  of our electronic systems.  of our navigation and information systems.  of everything.  but this time they are preparing us.  this time they are using the media matrix to condition us.  at least to prepare the opportunistic.  the aware.  this time they decided to prepare the preppers.  the doomsday preppers.  this time they are preparing us for the end of everything.  for the end of civilization.  for the end of civility.  for the continuity of government.  for the continuity of their survival.  they know they will need some proles.  they know they will need some slaves in the police-state.  in life after or without the police-state.  they know they will need to indoctrinate the subservient.  those who succumb to their continuity.  to their underground network of isolation chambers and bunkers for life after the fall.  after complete collapse.  after the police-state fails.  to preserve themselves and their families they will need some proles.  some reprogrammed drones.  some sheep to clear the field and produce the goods and provide the services.  for the continuity of their well-being.  of their survival.

but the world will not end.  not now.  not for a long time.  not unless it is eaten from the inside out with a black hole generated in a european super collider.  not unless it is consumed by unlimited replicating grey goo.  not unless the earth ceases to rotate upon its axis.  ceases to do what it has done for billions of years.  not unless it ceases and everything we know is violently ripped apart.  torn apart.  disintegrated.  destroyed.  deconstructed.  devoured.  whisked away into nothingness.  the world will not end on december 21.  it cannot end.  but if the world does end it will simply be a creation of humanity.  a design created by humanity.  a creation of humanitys own design.  it will simply be a creation and manifestation of our own systems.  it will simply be our own manipulations and deceptions.  there is no single force or groups of forces on earth capable of ending the world.  the only things that will die will be some of the flora and fauna.  but everything will regenerate into new creations.  into new cells and molecules and compounds.  into new forms of life.  into new plants and animals. into new beings.  everything will continue after the world ends because the world will not end without a collision with another planet or the sun or a blackhole or something absolutely destructive.  the world will not end this december.  it will not end next december.  it did not end on y2k.  the end of the world is ultimately a doomsday fear perpetrated by maniacal raving lunatics and absorbed by desperate depressed sheep.  it is a manipulation of fear and deception.  it is a distraction from everything.  it is a lie.  a series of antiquated lies.  of tricks that have been used and reused for millennia.  perpetrated upon our minds and subconscious hemispheres for millennia.

i stopped dreaming about my brother and the end of the world and i started dreaming about my dead grandfather.  i never dream about the future.  i never dream about hope.  i have hijacked my mind within my own subconscious prison.  there is no escape.  i never dream about the future.  there is no future.  i stopped dreaming about doomsday because there is no doomsday.  it is a trick and i stopped dreaming about those tricks when i realized they were tricks.  i never dream about the future.  i only dream about dead loved ones and people i havent seen since childhood.  i dream about loved ones and people i dont care about.  they are in the same dreams but my dead brother is hardly if ever there.  he was only there in the end of the world dreams.  he was always somewhere near me at the end of the world.  unseen but near me at doomsday.  but then i stopped dreaming about those tricks and my brother disappeared.  and he has since disappeared from my surreality.  and  he never spoke either.  he never said anything.  he was just there dressed in the same clothes he was wearing in his final photographs taken just days before he was killed.  but they never speak.  they never spoke.  they are both dead.  dead for years.  dead to reality.  dead in reality but seen in the motion pictures of my surreal dreams.  of my everything and nothing.  this is my end of the world.

we are all secretly and oftentimes unknowingly dreaming about the end of the world.  about the end of humanity.  about the end of society and civilization.  about the end of everything.  and if the world ever does end it will be our own fault.  of our own making.  but it will not be frogs from heaven or bloody seas.  it will not be hell and fire and brimstone and locusts.  it will not be the tricks written in the scriptures of all humans from all times.  from now to antiquity.  it will not be a second coming or a third coming or even a first coming.  it will not be chariots from the heavens.  it will not be god appearing before us.  it will not be burning bushes or walking on water.  those are all tricks.  it will be complete civil collapse when the austerity measures bailouts and quantitative easing stops.  when they finally decide to kill the machine.  when they final decide to bring the ground up closer to our jumping point.  it will be orchestrated by the systems we finance.  by the systems we support and succumb to.  closer to the point of impact.  it will be orchestrated by the big 6 megabanks and the nongovernmental organizations and the united nations and nasa and the cia and darpa and rand and the think tanks and the militaries of all the nations in all the hemispheres.  it will be a plan created and implemented by the systems right before our open eyes wide shut.  it will be the men in black suits on the dark side of the moon.  the billions that are there already waiting for the ok to stop the machine.  the machine will stop.  the machine has a stop.  the machine stops.  and we will all be ripped apart and deconstructed and reduced to nothing.  that will be the end of the world.  that will be doomsday.  that will be the end of everything we know.  of society.  of civility.  of humanity.  but the earth will continue rotating and revolving and maintaining its balance.  it will still maintain its gravitational force.  its magnetism and atmospheric equilibrium.  the earth will still be the third rock from the sun.  the earth will still live to see another day.

apocalypse is a trick.  religion is fear.  the conscience fear of death of the future of everything is the basis of all religions.  what happens when we die?  when this thought began to manifest itself in the conscious and subconscious hemispheres of humans everything changed.  everything disintegrated into false hope and blind faith.  the only purpose of religion is to create a false sense of security.  an explanation for the unknown.  religion claims to define afterlife.  reincarnation.  heaven.  nirvana.  yet the creation of religion was the ultimate result of the manifestation of all the fears perceived by the conscious and subconscious hemispheres.  by the circuitry and in the wavelengths.  religion was the ultimate answer to the question what happens when we die?  religion was the ultimate failure of the human conscience.  to forfeit the here and now.  to succumb to the fear of the cloud of unknowing.  religion was the ultimate prison of our own creation.  of our own design.  religion was an answer to the swarms of locusts and birds and frogs falling from the sky.  religion was the false science of our primitive ancestors.  religion was the answer to the unknown and unexplainable questions.  questions without observable answers.  religion faith worship belief and god were all answers to the ground cracking open and the volcanoes spewing fire and brimstone.  the volcanoes blanketing everything with ash and soot.  religion was the answer to seas turning red and lakes filling with dead fish.  religion was the answer to droughts and cold spells.  to fierce winds and storms and cyclones and hurricanes and tornadoes.  religion was humanitys answer to their ultimate creation.  god.

god is a trick.  my dreams are tricks.  everything is a trick.  nothing is real in religion.  religion is the ultimate absence of science reason observation and empiricism.  god didnt create us.  we created god.  we created the trick.  we said extraterrestrial visitations were signs from god.  warnings.  we said the flying airships belonged to the prophets and the manifestations of god.  we said god created everything for us.  all the earth and plants and animals.  all the planets moons and suns.  all the orbits and galaxies.  all the black holes and quasars.  we said god created everything.  and we said god could destroy all of his creations.  we said god could destroy anything and everything at any time.  we said god caused the floods and earthquakes and volcanoes as answers to our ruthlessness.  as answers to our evils.  as answers to our animalistic qualities.  we created god and said god created us.  we can kill god and say god can kill us.  god is dead.  there is no use for god.  it is a trick.  a trick of our own creation.  our own design.

my subconscious is my own creation.  it is formed by images words symbols experiences.  thoughts motivations desires needs and actions.  my subconscious is my god.  my own trick.  my own creation.  my own result.  a conscience civilization is doomed to fail.  they have always been doomed to fail.  they have always failed.  the mayans failed.  rome failed.  the ottoman and persian empires failed.  the egyptians failed.  all conscience civilizations will result in collapse.  in demise.  in disappearance.  everything is a trick.  materialism is a trick.  my dreams are tricks.  barry soetoro is a trick.  god is a trick.  fear is a trick.  everything is a trick.  this is a trick.

the world will not end with the appearance of the messiah.  that is a trick.  the world will not end as outlined in the scriptures.  the scriptures are the creations of humans.  they are tricks.  stories to satiate conscience fear.  stories designed to control masses of people.  designed to undermine reason rationale and free will.  designed to create a false belief of security.  an answer to the question what happens when we die?

and the world will not end in valcanic ash and magnitude 10 earthquakes.  it will not end on the new madrid fault or at the supermassive volcanoes from north america to china.  it will not end with another 100 fukushimas.  it will not end from solar flares or an asteroid impact.  it will not end from a pole shift or geomagnetic reversal.  it will not end at the hands of extraterrestrials.  humanity will nearly disappear except for the 3000 to 30000 individuals important enough to bring to the moon or some other manmade orbiting outpost.  to the space station.  the end of the world will not happen for millions upon millions of years.  maybe billions of years.  with few unpredictable exceptions.  an errant blackhole or premature supernova.  a collision with another planet.  a drastic alteration in the suns gravitational force upon the inner planets.  grey goo or a distant pulsar aimed directly at earth.  the end of the world will not be created by humans.  the end of the world is a desire of desperation.  of fear.  of irrationality.  if the world does end it will happen violently.  quickly and abruptly.  catastrophically.  if humanity does end it will happen gradually.  it will happen as cancer happens.  it will spread across the world slowly and deadly.  it will be natural disasters and volcanoes and asteroids and meteors and biological chemical warfare and nuclear winters.  it will be a slow demise.  an ugly demise.  a disgusting demise.  it will be desperation for food and shelter.  it will be gunshots and massacres.  it will be i am legend.  it will be 28 days later and the colony.  it will be all the propaganda programming films deeply inserted into our subconscious hemispheres.

and if there is a second coming it will be an allusion.  a trick.  a holographic trick.  a creation of nasa and berkeley and jpl and haarp and hadron and cern scientists.  it will be a multinational creation of russia china india israel great britain and the united states.  it will be a contrived end.  it will result in a police-state of eco-cities.  of serfs and proles.  it will be the ultimate reason for the creation of the internment camps and ghost cities and global seed vaults.  of the deep subterranean bases and moon bases.  of the dna data bank and human genome project.  it will be the ultimate reason for the continuity of government exercises and protocols.  if the world does end in 2012 or 2013 it will end in a police-state.  it will end in a zombie apocalypse perpetrated by biological and chemical weapons.

this is why i stopped dreaming about the end of the world.  this is why i stopped dreaming about my dead brother.  this is why i will stop dreaming about my dead grandfather.  there are no answers.  there is no future.  there is no past.  there are only allusions constructs and tricks.  diversions and deceptions.  manipulations and illusions.  there are no answers.  where is my brother?  what happens when we die?  there are no answers.  but we have been tricked and conditioned and programmed to expect answers.  to believe there are answers.  we can only know what we observe.  what we can predict.  what is reasonable.  we know what happens when we die.  our biological and chemical and physiological processes all cease.  our brain dies.  our heart dies.  everything dies.  and then we display our dead bodies in wooden boxes in red carpet rooms filled with thousands of dollars of flowers and religious cards.  and then we bury the boxes in the earth benath a carved granite stone.  or we cremeate the box with the body inside and remove the ashes from the furnace and dump them into an urn.  and then the urn is placed on the mantle or in a mausoleum.  and then we visit the burial site or we hold the urn or stare at the urn and say prayers and pay our respects.  the ashes remain intact indefinitely.  the bodies eventually decompose in their boxes and the boxes eventually rot and disintegrate and all the elements return to the soil.  all the dead cells and atoms and molecules.  everything returns to the earth.  that is what happens when we die.

there are no other animals comparable to humans.  no other animals driven by selfishness and narcissism yet capable of going to the moon and beyond.  capable of deepsea diving to retrieve murdered terrorists.  capable of helicopter parenting.  of institutionalism.

this is the problem with entitlement programs.  they are never designed to fix any problems.  they are never designed to fix the social fabric of society.  they simply are bandages placed upon tremendous wounds.  all entitlement programs are burdens upon future generations.  they are handouts that do not address the causes of bad behaviors.  of illegal practices.  of irresponsible choices.  this system is beyond repair without revolution.  and all revolutions become bloody over the course of time coupled with desperation fear and disregard for civility.

i have never voted for any of these scum.  i have entered the ballot box every year since i was 18.  i have cast votes every year for every national election.  then i stopped in 2008.  i stopped with barry and palin and mccain and the messy election process.  the process to elect unqualified players.  i entered the ballot box in 2008 but i didnt vote for any big players.  i didnt vote for any national offices.  i didnt vote for the machine.  i didnt vote against the machine.  i simply didnt vote nationally.  i rejected everything.  my state voted for barry anyhow.  my state has voted democrat since hw bush.  my state will vote for barry again.  and again if they could as they did with bloomberg.  doomberg.  i forfeited in 2008.  i quit in 2008.  i rejected everything offered.  i will most likely if not definitely reject everything again.  i cannot support these cronies.  i cannot support their ideologies.  their lies decpetions untruths and manipulations.  i am disgusted.  i have been tuned out of everything for what seems as decades.  i have killed all the useless and unnecessary evils.  all the media matrix manipulations.  all the us versus them ideologies.  all the tribalism.  all the narcissism.  all the feelings and emotions and tolerance and diversity and reverse discrimination and affirmative action and programming and conditioning.  i have killed everything except what i have created.  what i have molded.  now i am ready for the next step.  the next phase.  the beginning of the end of everything.  the preparation without the fear.  unknowing is good.  unknowing is positive.  if there is nothing after life.  no life after death.  that is fine.  that is okay.  if there are pearly gates and angels and harps and all my loved ones waiting for me with beautiful musical symphonies filling my waves.  that is fine.  that is okay.  if there is nothing it is okay.  the ideas of something.  of the soul.  of the afterlife.  these are manmade constructs.  they cannot be predicted.  they cannot be observed without quantum interference.  they cannot be empirically tests.  the results cannot easily be repeated.  maybe there is something.  maybe there is nothing.  i do not want to see barry soetoro or any of the cronies in black suits when i enter the pearly gates.  as the angels play the harp strings.  as the music resonates through my waves.  through my being.  whatever it is.  wherever it is.  however it is.

the elections are distractions from these things.  from the truths of the world.  there is no escaping predicted results.  humanity has been empirically tested again and again and the results are predictable and repetitive.  the results are always the same.  the world will not end.  not this year.  not next year.  not for a long time.  humanity will end and begin and end and begin as it has for millennia.  the western world is in utter demise.  it is in utter collapse.  it is free-falling as wtc 7 did on nineleven.  in reverse the 47-story building rebuilds itself into its former self.  its former state.  in forward nine eleven is free-falling buildings and planes in the skies.  nine eleven is jumpers and fires and the smell of buring flesh.  smoldering flesh.  flesh.  the western world is a pack of lemmings falling to a ground that continually recedes.  receding into nothingness.  there is a bottom.  there is always a bottom.  sometimes the trip is short and quick and sudden.  sometimes the trip is slow gradual incremental.  entropy slowly increasing.  the mushroom cloud consuming itself.  the meltdown reaching a critical state.  and then beyond critical.  and then a do-over or a police-state.  there will be no winnable revolution.  our strength is in numbers.  six billion or more.  their strength is in technology.  unprecedented technology.  police-state technology.  fear force power and control.  their strengths outweigh our strengths.  we must be smart.  we must be smarter than them.  but they possess the controls of the machinery.  of the police-state.  of the end of everything we know and love.

and then there is the result no one talks about.  the result we never speak of.  complacency.  apathy.  succumbing to the machine.  prolonging the inevitability of the police-state.  complying with the system to fulfill our narcissistic wants and desires.  compliance with the machine.  with the system.  with the 30000 rulers and lawmakers and executives and lobbysists and think tanks and chairmen and so on and on.  i have never once voted for any of the scum that make all the decisions behind closed doors.  all the scum who tag earmarks onto 2000-page bills.  all the scum who take bribes from the corporate lobbyists.  the banking moguls.  all the scum who who regulate and then deregulate and rule and then overturn and legislate and then relegislate.  all the scum who pass the laws affecting the value of my money.  responsible for the housing bubble.  responsible for the bailouts and austerity measures.  responsible for the wars in iraq and afghanistan.  responsible for their response to nine eleven.  i am simply sick of it all.  that is why i dream about my dead brother and grandfather.  they are my doomsday scenarios.  they already witnessed the end of the world.  they already reached armageddon.  they already disappeared from their earthly existence.  i stopped dreaming about fears as the fears became real.  became realities.  i stopped dreaming about terrorism and the police-state because i know they will happen.  i never started dreaming about my two children because i know their fates.  i know their results.  my wife is always in my dreams.  i never dream about my wife but she is always in my dreams.  she is always a part of the dream.  but she is never a fantasy.  she is always real.  she is always who she is.  she is perfect who she is.  my children are perfect who they are.  what they will be.  i stopped dreaming about everything that is real.  my brother and grandfather were real.  and then they disappeared.  and my subconscious tricks me into thinking and wishing and hoping they are still here.  in some shape.  in some form.  and then they disappear again.  this is the cloud of unknowing.  this is uncertainty.  this is not fear.  it is understanding.  i do not know where they are.  i do not know what they are.  i onloy know what i see.  what i can test.  what i can predict.  what i can repeat over and over again.  and that is the cherry wood box and the embalmed dead pile of flesh sitting inside the padded plush silk satin decorative white interior.  dead and disintegrating.  decaying.  consuming its half-life.  i will stop dreaming about them.  it is all becoming clear.  it is all real.  they are not barry soetoro.  they never voted for this machine.  for these systems.  my brother never voted.  period.  he was eager to vote.  he was anticipating his 18th birthday because he wanted to vote.  because he wanted to be an adult.  he wanted to make a difference.  he wanted to project his opinions.  his thoughts.  his votes.  and my grandfather never knowingly or consciously voted for this machine.  for this system.  he was tricked.  he was programmed and conditioned to always live beneath his means and vote democrat.  to always vote for the democrats.  he was tricked into believing the democrats supported workers right.  he was tricked with the unsustainable and unpredictable entitlement programs.  the ponzi schemes.  he was tricked into believing the democrats favored the working man.  the working class and poor class.  the needy.  the mother without the husband.  the indigent.  the unfortunate.  what their families escaped from.  why their families fled their homeland.  abandoned their families to come to america.  to live the american dream.  to own a piece of land.  to build a home.  to raise a family.  to exercise the freedoms of religion and speech.  to have a consistent job.  to have clean running water and beautiful modern cities.  to escape poverty injustice and dictatorships.  to come to america.  to become an american.  to want to help the government.  to want to trust the government.  to believe they will help the working class in times of need.  the great depression.  the taxation of income.  the creation of entitlement programs designed to address serious social and economic concerns at the expense of future generations.  at the expense of grandchildren and great grandchildren.  ponzi scheme cannot work.  bernie madoff was their example.  their sheep for the wolves.  their warning.  their way to lay the blame of all ponzi schemes on the bernie madoffs.  away from the elected public officials with massive pensions and benefit packages and 401k funds.  this world is disgusting.  i will soon stop talking about it.  i will soon do a complete 180.

they want us to talk about same-sex marriage.  they want us to be consumed and tricked by the diversions and deceptions.  the manipulations and machinations.  they want us talking about abortion rights and same-sex marriage.  they want us talking about the ups and downs of fuel prices.  they want us talking about american idol and the kardashians.  about michael jackson whitney houston and casey anthony.  about sports stars and entertainers.  about reality stars and doctor oz and oprah winfrey and bill gates.  they want us totally distracted.  and it is working.  it has proved effective.  we are lost.  we are secretly and sometimes unknowingly waiting for the end of the world.  waiting for the signs.  waiting for the riots and revolutions and guns and wars and attacks and fire and brimstone.  waiting for the second coming.  waiting for something to happen.  waiting for the end of everything.  waiting for the next nine eleven.  waiting for the next fukushima.  the next bp oil spill.  the next indonesian earthquake.  the next katrina.  the access to birth control and student loan interest rates and same-sex marriage are all simple pieces of distractions.  diversions away from the corruptness that is pervasive throughout the fabric of everything.

we are in meltdown.  fukushima is a microcosm of the state of humanity.  the reactor entered meltdown when it could no longer cool down.  when it could no longer prevent itself from overheating.  humanity is overheating.  humanity is increasing its chain reactions exponentially.  humanity is accelerating over the cliff.  no longer suspended as in the cartoons.  no longer hanging in midair.  humanity is accelerating toward the ground at 9 meters per second and it seems as though it is forever.  as though the ground never appears closer.  never appears within reach.  as though the ground is in fact receding into nothingness and the fall will be forever.  and then forever again.  fukushima is still melting down.  it will melt until it is contained and it may not be contained for a long time.  fukushima is hello on earth.  isolated hell on earth.  but it is killing us all.  it is spreading.  the byproduct is spreading as cancer cells spread and envelope living healthy cells.  it is spreading as fungus spreads.  as cancer is fungus.  as it is spores that multiple and consume.  consume everything.  cancer kills.  fukushima kills.  humanity is in meltdown.  our reactor core will eventually reach critical as entropy increases and everything will result in either a police-state or the end of everything we know.  in our limited minds.  we created fukushima.

fukushima is killing us all...

i am the product of a normal family.  whatever that means.  there was no divorce.  no abuse.  no neglect.  no drugs.  no craziness.  i refuse to criticize my upbringing.  my parents.  their choices and decisions.  they did nothing malicious selfish narcissistic or evil toward me or my siblings.  they were in all meaning of the words good parents.  they lost their 17-year-old son to a diabetic driver in a blackout episode.  killed in a hit and run.  left on the side of the road mangled and deranged in a pool of his own blood.  bicycle crumpled.  walkman shattered upon the pavement.  that was his doomsday.  his armageddon.  i was nine years old.  my parents lived through it all in real time.  i dare anyone to live through this.  a dead brother killed two weeks after graduation is hell on earth.  it is fire and brimstone.  it is damnation.  yet we survived.  we prospered to live another day.  and then another day.  and then hundreds of days and thousands of days and decades and then tens of thousands of days.  this is the way the world works.  world works.  live through this.

this is what disgusts me about talking about same-sex marriage.  this is why it is a distraction.  why are we supposed to be concerned about the details of what men and women choose to do with their personal lives.  we honor adoption.  we call adoption an honorable and humane action.  we revere adoption.  we revere science.  we revere advances and breathroughs in science.  we revere change and tolerance and all the other tricks and deceptions.  who cares about same-sex marriage?  am i supposed to think about it.  to care about it.  to have feelings about it.  if two men or two women want to adopt a child or give birth to a surrogate child or an intravenous child is it anyones business?  mind your business.  if they want to marry and never have children is it anyones business?  why do we continue to return to this distraction?  resort to this distraction.  it is none of my business.  if they can provide for the child and one another and they can love the child and one another then why do we care?  why do we consume the distractions?  i dont think its normal.  i never once believed same-sex marriage and parenting is normal.  it cannot be normal.  but why is it my business?  why have we allowed them to convince us it is our business?  these are the most evil of distractions.  social cultural issues being decided by lawmakers politicians advocacy groups lobbyists clergy and public opinion polls.  i dont believe same-sex marriage and parenting is right or wrong.  it is not normal.  but is it evil or malicious?  is it unconstitutional or demeaning to religious principles?  is it a violation of

in 1878 the united states supreme court outlawed polygamy.  it was based upon the premise that marriage involves one man and one woman.  bigamy is outlawed.  the minnesota supreme court in 1971 sustained a clerks denial of a marriage license to homosexuals.  no same-sex marriage for you.  in 1993 the hawaii supreme court suggested in baehr vs. lewin that a state law restricting legal marriage to only parties of the opposite sex in essence established sex-based classifications and encroached upon equal protection grounds.  baehr concluded that any state will have a difficult time proving gay couples were not being denied equal protection under the laws.  then there was the 1996 defense of marriage act which ultimately defined marriage as the legal union between one man and one woman.  which ultimately decided and permitted states to refuse and deny to recognize same-sex marriages performed in other states.  there are no answers.  there is only interpretation of written laws.  of laws written when the definition of marriage was ultimately and nearly absolutely assumed without written statutes and definitions as the legal binding and contractual union of a man and a woman.  the only possibility then of raising and rearing children was through the marriage and intercourse of a man and a woman.  for millennia that is how it was naturally assumed and defined.  but sciences changes the course and direction of history.  science and law together can alter the outcome of everything.  we accept and abide by the laws permitting the exercise of adoption.  we accept the laws defining equal protection without the basis of religion sex creed race or social mental and economic status.  equal protection is one of the defining principles of the bill of rights.  the amendments designed to limit the powers of the centralized federal government.  equal protection is as important as due process and the freedoms of speech religion and so on and on.  same-sex marriage exists.  adoption exists.  equal protection under the law exists.  this should not be an issue.  there should be no context and references to religious doctrine and scripture.  equal protection supercedes religious indoctrination.  a religious institution may not allow or acknowledge or accept or respect or observe or permit same-sex marriage.  religion is a choice.  the exercise and practice of religion is a choice that cannot be infringed upon by government.  it cannot be dictated by government.  it cannot be hijacked by the government.  the free exercise cannot be prohibited by the federal government.  the federal government is not permitted to espouse or favor or discredit or punish any person or groups of persons based upon the exercise and practice of religion.  and they cannot prohibit the free exercise of religion.  all religions receive equal protection under the laws.  that is the fundamental and inherent nature of free and responsible people.  if two men want to marry and receive the same benefits and legal status why has that become my business?  benjamin franklin said mind your business.  i do not believe same sex marriage and parenting is normal.  it defies natural selection and symmetry.  it defies the natural processes of everything on earth.  of everything in existence.  i do not accept same-sex marriage but i believe in upholding the constitution.  i believe in equal protection under the laws.  i believe in laws and interpretations.  i believe the president of the united states should not say he is for or against same-sex marriage.  i believe barry soetoro says uses the same-sex marriage distraction to gain political clout.  to win the minds of potential voters.  as an act of campaigning.  it doesnt matter if barry is for or against same-sex marriage.  what matters is if barry understands equal protection under the law even if it contradicts normalcy culture reason and tradition.  equal protection is one of the greatest principles of free and responsible people.

mind your business...

there are no other animals that have tricked themselves into thinking about these things.  into making decisions based upon the fear of the unknown.  there truly is nothing to fear but fear itself.  there are no other animals that think about the future beyond their need to fulfill their immediate biological needs.  there are no other animals that live inside surreal prisons of their own creations.  there are no other animals trapped within the conscience fear of death.  there are no other animals thinking about the afterlife.  about heaven and hell and politics and taxes and materialism.  god created us in his own image.  this is our trick.  this is the trick of billions of sheep.  spanning several millennia.  killing us slowly inside our prisons.  the end of the world will be a police-state of our own design.  the earth will remain but we will die inside our systems.  inside our conscious and subconscious hemispheres.  the earth will continue to rotate and revolve.  it will continue to create and destroy.  it will continue into the next day. 

every day is the first day of the rest of our lives.

the end has no end.

this is all a trick.